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145. Jensen Ackles | Not Losing You

By : angelkurenai | Tumblr

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Word Count: 2,107

Warnings: Serious injuries, Jensen relating to Dean

Prompt: Hey! I was wondering if you could maybe write an imagine where the reader is an actress on the show, and she and Jensen really like each other, and y/n gets badly injured and like unconscious when filming a scene and Jensen is really worried and stays with her in the hospital and such! Love your writing!!

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"Jensen" Jared pursed his lips as he let Jensen's cup of coffee on the table "Don't do this to yourself, man. Please."

Jensen's hand rested on his knees as he stared at the sleeping form. Your sleeping form. If it was any other occasion he would have loved it more than anything, because yes he had guilty pleasures, but at that very moment he just wished so bad you could wake up.

"I almost lost her, Jared." he felt a lump form in his throat as fresh tears welled up in his eyes "I almost lot her." he buried his face in his hands as he tried to keep his sobs in.

"J" Jared placed a hand on his friend's shoulder "It's not your fault."

"No but I should have been there, Jared. I should have been there damn it." Jensen gritted his teeth "I should have been by her side in an instant."

"That's humanly impossible, Jensen. You know it." Jared breathed out with a smile as his friend stubbornly shook his head.

It had started out first as a game. The four of you goofing around as you always did on set and as Jensen had come to love more than anything else.

Your laugh was the highlight of his day and ever since you had joined the show he had never looked more forward to going to work. The fact that Dean flirted with your character was only a plus and Jensen found the chance to let some of his feelings out. He had never related more with Dean before. But he wouldn't let it show besides acting. He tried to make everything look like a joke although truth was that his feelings were far from a joke. He had never been more serious about a woman but you were just so adorably clueless to see any of it.

And as usual the four of you were fooling around on the set, Misha being the newest victim to your pranks, as you had decided to join their side that day. It had been successful at first and although Misha had been grumpy at first he ended up laughing too. They didn't understand when it all happened, at least Jensen didn't, but as the crew was setting up the cameras and equipment in place again – having to reshoot the scene you had just ruined – something slipped from on of the members' hands and if you hadn't moved it would have landed right on top of you. But the moment you avoided one obstacle you slipped and Jensen had not been fast enough to take hold of you. And so you slipped and your head found the corner of a chair; making the impact even harder.

At that moment Jensen had felt his heart stop beating and all color drained from his face when the moment he held you he felt what Dean had been all those times. At that very moment when he roared for you to stay with him and not close your eyes, when he squeezed you and held you tightly he felt his heart shatter. And the moment you closed your eyes, your hand falling numbly on your side he swore he had stopped breathing.

And he doubted he had breathed properly up until the moment the doctor informed them that you were only unconscious and that the head trauma wasn't too bad. He hadn't even had the strength to thank him as he slumped numbly on his chair and let out a shaky breath, the tears finally flowing as he buried his face in his hands. His entire body had been shaking with sobs as Jared tried his best to comfort him.