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18. CRAVITY Allen - Smile

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Synopsis: Sometimes you just breakdown, which is okay, you can let it out. Your sweet boyfriend will be there to for you.

Pairing: Allen

Warnings: angst, stress over work and classes

Genre: Angst to fluff

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Stress. The pure amount of stress you've been holding in to keep composer for all those you care for. To give them a helping hand and shoulder to lean on, hiding your emotions and struggles with work and school to make sure the people around you would be okay. All your problems kept piling up till it was just too much with one singular thing becoming your breaking point and here you now are, sitting on the kitchen floor hugging your knees sobbing. Your whaling and mind going too many directions at once caused you to not hear your boyfriend opening the door. Hearing your cries he quickly rushed to you, realizing his presence from the groggy and blurry figure you saw from the corner of your eye; rubbing your tears away fast clearing your throat as he makes his way to you crouching down putting a hand on your shoulder.

"baby are you okay what's wrong?" Allen said with a state of panic obvious in his voice. His look full of love and concern caused you to sob once more, quickly pulling you into his embrace he let you cry and get it all out waiting for when you where ready to pursue. After minutes of sobbing and collecting yourself to steady your breathing you finally spoke up.

"Work and classes it's just so much and I don't want to let anyone down. It's so hard I just- I don't know- I just want to make everyone happy and feel proud of myself." Your croaked, he drew circles on your back with his finger giving you a silent hush to let you just breathe and take another moment for yourself. Wrapping your arms around his neck you held him close staying like that, trying to feel calm once more. Everything about Allen made you feel comfortable and happy so his presence helping lighten the mood especially once he started to hum slow melody's to help. Everything about him is just perfect.

"It's okay, I know you have a lot on your plate, you know you can talk to me? You don't have to go through this alone" He said, you nodded and took a second to rub your eyes.

"Now, let's stop crying shall we? We can go to the living room and start up a show or game and I'll make us some food. Sound okay?" Allen said with a smile on his face ruffling your hair. Chuckling you lifted yourself up the ground and so did he, standing you moved closer to plant a soft kiss on his lips.

"Thank you Leni." You said smiling.

"There we go, that's what I missed. Your smile."