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39. BTS Yoongi - Cold Shoulder

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Summary: Yoongi suddenly starts giving you the cold shoulder, causing you to distance yourself from him and the rest of the members. But the reason behind his behaviour is not what you think.

Yoongi x f!reader

Genre: angst to fluff, hurt/comfort

WC: 4.5k

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Watching BTS perform through a screen was entertaining and exciting. Watching them perform live was magical and an experience you would never forget. Watching them perform up close from the wings of the stage was a privilege that came with being Yoongi's girlfriend, and one you would forever be grateful for.

Of course, you weren't just dating Yoongi to watch their concerts, you loved him inside and out, the good and the bad, the idol side of him and the real side of him. And no matter how many times you watched them practice, rehearse and perform their songs, you would never get tired of watching them do what they loved.

As you stared out of the wings, you were so captivated by their performance, passion dripping from their bodies as they sang their hearts out. They were all amazing performers, each of them having their own unique set of skills and talents, but your eyes were drawn to the one who held your heart. You couldn't tear your eyes away from Yoongi, hanging onto every word and syllable he spat out. He was a completely different person on stage, and although you loved all sides of him, his wild side never failed to excite you.

You were so absorbed in their performances that you didn't realize it was over until they bowed and thanked their fans, and you excitedly waited to congratulate them on yet another excellent concert.

You help the staff hand out water bottles as they step into the wings, all with pleased but exhausted smiles on their faces. As soon as everyone has had a drink and a chance to catch their breath, you engulf Yoongi in a big hug.

You wrap your arms around his neck as you hug him tightly. Overflowing with excitement, you don't notice how he doesn't hug you back, arms hanging limply by his side.

"You guys were so amazing out there!" you praise them as you peer over Yoongi's shoulder. You were so proud of everything they've accomplished and you were unable to contain your excitement as you began to ramble on about them. "You guys did the dances perfectly! And it was so cool when-" you were suddenly cut off when Yoongi roughly shoved you off of him.

Stumbling back, you look up at him, confused and hurt, but he doesn't meet your gaze, staring at the floor instead. The rest of the members' eyes widen as they exchange glances with each other, bewildered by Yoongi's actions.

It was like a slap in the face when he pushed you away. Yes, sometimes he would reject hugs from you or the rest of the members, but he always did it in a lighthearted and joking way. This time, it was different; almost hostile.

You stare at Yoongi, begging for him to look at you, to give you some sort of explanation. But his gaze doesn't move from the floor. Sensing the tension in the room, Namjoon quickly steps in. "Thanks y/n. You've been by our side since the beginning and we really appreciate your support," he says with a smile.

You return the smile, trying to act like Yoongi's actions didn't bother you. "Of course! I'll always be here!" you tell them. "You guys always do great, but today was even better if that's even possible. Like when Jimin did that jump? I've seen it so many times but it still amazes me every time!" you exclaim.

Jimin laughs as he covers his face with his hand to hide his blush. You continue to shower them with compliments because today was about them, but that moment keeps replaying in the back of your mind. You know Yoongi isn't the most affectionate person in the world and he values his personal space, but he usually doesn't mind hugs from you or the rest of Bangtan. Actually, he loves them, he just acts as if he hates them. So what was different about today?