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97. BTS Jimin - Covert

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Genre & Rating: Angst, Fluff; PG-13

Wordcount: 1087 words

Characters: Jimin X You

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It was the last night of summer, but worst of all it was the last night you'll be able to see your boyfriend Jimin. Him and his group were becoming more and more popular these days and it would be months till you would be able to see him again. You both knew it would be hard, but you both promised each other that his career wouldn't interfere with your relationship.

It was the last night of summer, but the first night the two of you truly confessed your love for one another. The same night the both of you gave yourselves to one another. The same night the two of you made love to one another. With no regrets...

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The next morning you woke up to Jimin peppering kisses on your neck as he holds you in his arms. A tear runs down your cheek. He brushes his thumbs across your face, "Don't cry. It won't be long."

You lay down into his chest, "Come back quickly," you say.

You stay layed next to each other until it's time for him to leave.

"I love you (Y/N)," he says before kissing you goodbye.

"I love you too."

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[5 Weeks Later]

It's been about five weeks since Jimin has left and honestly the hardest 5 weeks you have ever dealt with and on top of that you've been feeling sick every morning since last week.

You tell a friend about how you weren't feeling well in the morning for the past week and you didn't know what was wrong with you.

"Maybe you're pregnant!" Your friend laughs obviously joking with you.

You face drops from what she says and you start to panic, "I have to go," you hang up.

You rush to the drug store and grab a few different pregnancy test. You rush back home. You use all of them and wait for the results. You nervously run your fingers through your hair waiting for the timer on your phone to go off.

You hear the alarm go off. You walk over to your bathroom counter and look at all of them. You drop to the floor and start to cry. They were all positive. You didn't know what to do and you were scared. You grab you phone and dial Jimin's number, but you stop. "I can't tell him," you tell yourself.

You call your friend and tell them everything. They quickly come over to comfort you.

"Why don't you just tell Jimin?" They ask.

"Are you crazy?This could ruin his career.I couldn't do that to him," you say.

"Then what are you going to do?"

You pull out your phone and start to text Jimin.

[Text]: "We need to talk."

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You figure Jimin was busy so you didn't expect to get a text from him anytime soon. About 4 hours after you sent the text you see your phone ring. You read the caller ID 'Jimin'. Your eyes start to water, but you hold them back and answer the phone.

"Hello?" You say.

"Hey you need to talk? Is everything okay?" He asks.

You could hear loud noises in the background and you knew he was still busy. You take a deep breath, "I think we should break up," you say. You cover your mouth to muffle the sounds of you crying. "What?" he asks. "We should breakup," you repeat. "(Y/N) is this a joke?" He lightly chuckles. "No," You simple answer. "I'm already stressed. Why are you saying this all of a sudden?"

You wipe the tears from your eyes before continuing, "I just can't handle it any longer, there is no point continuing with this relationship. I can never see you and we can barely talk." He's silent for a moment, "But you already knew this was going to happen, we even talked about this happening," he calmly says. "I know, but it's harder to deal with than I thought."

"But you promised...we promised," he softly says.

"Jimin we need you on set," You hear someone call for him.

"Jimin, I'm sorry. Please don't contact me anymore. Please just forget me," You say before hanging up the phone.

You sit on the floor and pull your knees into your chest before crying your eyes out. You loved Jimin with all your heart and the last thing you wanted to do was hurt him, but you had to do this to save his career...to save his dream.

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It's been 4 months since the call with Jimin. And he respected your wishes, he didn't try to contact you once. You missed him everyday and to think you would never see him ever again made you hurt even more.

You're watching Jimin's performance on TV, "Look it's your appa," you rub your stomach and smile.

You hear your doorbell ring and you get up to answer it, "Coming!" You yell. You look through the peephole, but it was black. You couldn't see anything. You slowly open the door, "Hello?"

"(Y/N)!" Jimin pulls you into a hug.

"Jimin!" You say shocked by his presence. You couldn't believe he was here in front of you. You missed him so much. You missed the way he smelled, the way he attacks you with bear hugs and his sweet, soft kisses.

He looks down at your stomach and back up to you. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asks.

You start to tear up and he pulls you into another hug. He rubs his hand back and forth on your back to comfort you.

"I'm so sorry," you weep. "I didn't want to ruin your dream. You've waited for this for so long and I was going to mess it up for you," You continued.

Jimin pulls you away a little to look you in the eyes. "(Y/N), what are talking about? It takes two people to make a baby, it's not your fault and it never was. I understand you and wanted to protect my career, but you and my child are so much more important. I love you more than anything. Do you know how hard it was for me to not talk to you in 4 months? I worried about you every night and always wondered what you were up to. My dream doesn't matter if you aren't apart of it. Okay?"

You pull him into a kiss, "Okay," you answer.

"I'm gonna be a dad!" he smiles so wide his eyes disappear.