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138. BTS Jimin - Darling You're. Beautiful

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Pairing: Jimin x Reader

Word count: 1.1k

Anon asked: "Hi ! If you still take requests, may i have a jimin angst where the reader feels insecure about herself so she tried to change but didn't feel comfortable. Jimin noticed then assured her that he still loves her 💞💞 i think that'd be great hehe, i love your works btw ❣"

Ratings: Angst, Fluff.

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You frown when you look at your reflection in the mirror. It's obvious that you've gained some weight, at least to you. You quickly pull your shirt down again before making your way downstairs. Maybe you shouldn't eat breakfast. You decide to skip breakfast and head out of the door immediately. Jimin and you made plans to hang out today and you wanted to look good. He's your boyfriend after all. Not too long after that you arrive at the place you're supposed to meet up. It's in front of a fountain, a very pretty one you must add. It's where you usually meet if you want to hang out so this time wasn't any different. You take your phone out of your pocket to kill some time until your boyfriend arrives, which is about 5 minutes after you did.

"Hey baby." He says, giving you a kiss on your lips as he wraps his arms around your waist.

You instantly feel uncomfortable so you pull his arms off, which causes him to raise his eyebrow. Quick you've to make up with an excuse!

"I euhm. My side hurts a bit." You try to sound as convincing as possible and he seemed to buy it.

"Okay, euhm. Let's go, alright?" You nod as you feel him taking your hand in yours, making you blush.

One of the things you love about Jimin is how he's always so affectionate. He always wants to hold you in some way and that makes you happy. Now however, you don't want him to touch you like that. You're happy with holding hands as it is. What you didn't know was that Jimin knew exactly what was going on. You've had this before, thinking you need to lose weight while in reality you're perfect the way you are. He only needs to find out how to approach it. He doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable. So he decides that when the moment is there he'll confront you. That moments happens not too long after. You two are sitting down in a restaurant, looking at the menu when Jimin asks you what you want to eat.

"I'll just have something to drink. I'm not that hungry actually."

Jimin stares at you with a pained expression on his face as he feels his heart break. This was just like last time. You just came back from vacation where you had the time of your life. You gained 4 pounds and it seemed to be the end of the world to you. Jimin couldn't understand why. It's normal for people to gain or lose weight. It just happens. There's nothing bad about it, it's only bad when it starts to take over your life. He wishes that you would make such a big deal out of it. After all he gains and loses weight too. It's human. However, Jimin is perfect in your eyes. You feel like he's way too good for you, that's why you want to look your best for him. Not nobody's perfect, not even Jimin and he knows that. The only person who doesn't seem to realize that is you. He gently takes your hand in his as he kisses your knuckles, staring deeply into your eyes.

"Baby, listen to me please. You're beautiful. I don't care if you gain weight or if you lose it. Just as long as you're healthy. It's only normal to gain weight and it's also normal to lose it. Everyone has that. I have it too. You wouldn't leave me if I suddenly gain 20 pounds, right?"

You quickly shake your head 'no' as you feel yourself tearing up at his sweet words. Jimin notices so he gently uses his thump to wipe away your tear.

"Good, because I'm not gonna leave you either if you gain 20 pounds. I fell in love with you because of who you are, not because of how you look. Although you are incredibly beautiful baby. Please don't worry about your weight so much, okay? I'll love you no matter what you look like."

You use your hands to wipe your tears away as you give him a sweet smile. He always makes you feel better, even when you don't want it. You take a deep breath before whispering,

"I love you so much."

Jimin smiles brightly at your words as he leans over the table to give you a sweet kiss.

"I love you too Jagi, just tell me if you ever worry about this again, alright? I'll tell you over and over again just how beautiful you are."

You two spend the rest of the day talking, cuddling and most importantly; eating. Jimin made you realize that he's right. It doesn't matter if you gain weight, just as long as you're healthy. Gaining weight is something that happens to everyone and it's normal. In fact it would be weird if it didn't happen at some point in your life. You were very thankful for Jimin. He made you realize that it isn't the end of the world to gain weight. It's not that people will like you more if you're skinny than they will when you're curvy. He taught you that all shapes are beautiful and that everyone is unique. As long as you're happy and healthy that's all that matters. Because you're inner beauty is what really draws people in. If you feel good on the inside it will show on the outside, and that's why your happiness is more important than that number on the scale.