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76. Primrose - Jongdae | Part 1 [M]

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Genre: Angst & Smut | AU!Vampire/Soulmate Chen, AU!Vampire/Soulmate Reader|

Pairing: chenXreader

Word Count: 6.9k

Summary: Never did you think that the sparrow birthmark you had since birth would lead you to be thrown into a world filled with vampires. A world where you found yourself falling in love more than once and a world that you would try your best to run from.

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"I absolutely don't want to go tonight," you whined at your older sister who was curling her hair in the bathroom of the apartment the two of you shared.

Her reflection rolled its eyes at you, "You never want to go out. You're such a buzzkill," she groaned.

You couldn't help but shrug. You didn't care that you were a 'buzz kill', unlike what your twenty-six-year-old sister thought, there was more to life than partying. You thought that she should have been the younger sister with the way she acted and how irresponsible she was. "I have to study for a chem test."

She scoffed, "It seems all you every do is study."

It was something she wouldn't know much about. She failed straight out of college and while you saw there were some people in the world that weren't meant for college you knew that wasn't the case – it was that your sister was lazy and would be happiest marrying someone wealthy. It was like the contrast of night and day between your sister. She had spent years chasing men and you had spent years chasing an education. While you loved her, the two of you didn't always see eye to eye.

Sometimes you wondered if it was because the two of you didn't have parents anymore. You were half sisters and her father left when she was two years old, whereas yours stuck it out and became the only father she knew when you were born. She loved your father but she was six when he came around and at that point, she knew he wasn't her real father. Your mother and father had died when you were fourteen and at the age of twenty, your sister stepped up to be your guardian. You knew the situation played a big part in your relationship and how she was today, but you had no idea if she had always been this way or not – too many years of your life had become a blur. "It will be fun, Y/N," she said in a flustered tone.

You sighed. "Okay." You would do it for her and only her but you hoped she wouldn't bring a guy home tonight because you were not in the mood for the awkward morning after in which her pick of the previous night tried to stick around for breakfast.

"Maybe you'll meet someone," she said trying to catch your eyes in the mirror. You looked off into the distance. She wanted you to meet a wealthy man just as badly as she wanted one.

You snorted, "I'm not interested."

"There's more to life than school," she pursed her lips and you decided to say nothing and leave the room. Maybe there was more to life than school for her, but it was all you had. Your dreams of being a doctor were what kept you breathing every day. Even on the days when breathing and staying alive got hard. The monotony of life was too much to bear – but yet you didn't want to do anything to break it.

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The club was worse than you thought.

Every so often an attractive man would pass by, but most everyone was just giving you the creeps. You had given up early on at trying to have fun and resorted to leaning against a dark corner of the bar and drawing circles into the wood as you mentally studied everything you remembered that was on your upcoming chem test.