Deadly love | Chacha

Reality sets in

~Chapter 3~
Reality sets in

Charlis POV:
Wow. I feel bad for saying all that other stuff before. I did not know he went through all that stuff. He understands more then I thought. I didn't realize why he wanted to help me, but I know now. He wants to help because he went through something very similar to me.

He thought he was gonna die. He was basically given a death sentence. And then he lived, and now he's got a great life. I could have a great life. I want a great life. I don't want to die.

Charli: "I want to live."

He's right. I have a chance to live when other people wouldn't. God didn't give me that chance to not take it, he gave it to me for a reason. I could beat this, I will beat this.

Chase: "really?"

I nodded and he smiled

Chase: "thank you."
He wrapped his arms around me and quickly I pushed him off of me

Charli: "listen, I know your just trying to help. But that doesn't make us friends. I've been pretty vulnerable these last few hours so I was able to forget what you did and push past my hatred for you. But now that I'm not gonna die, I don't like you."

I owe him, he saved my life. Twice. If he hadn't taken me to the hospital, I would have died later and if he hadn't came here to convince me to stay alive, I probably would have wasted the rest of my life. But that doesn't mean I like him. I still hate him for what he did.

Chase: "tell me what I did?? I want to fix it."
Charli: "I told you, if you want to fix it. Then remember it first. Maybe then you can fix it. For now, please leave."

I don't need him here anymore.

Chase: "seriously."
Charli: "yes seriously"

I need to start convincing Ivan to take me back. When I broke up with him, I wasn't thinking. I was going a bit crazy. I love Ivan and I shouldn't have broken up with him.

What I don't regret is quitting my job. I know I need it to pay for my cancer treatments and surgery's but I hate it. And if I'm dying, I'm not gonna spend my last years doing something I hate.

Chase: "ok. I will leave. But please get support from your family or friends. You won't be able to do this alone. Trust me."

I will. I'm gonna have a dinner tonight with my sister and Ivan and I will tell them.

He stood up and walked to the door

Charli: "thank you though... for helping me..."

Deep down I always wanted to fight it. I was just scared. Scared to live. Scared to try.

Chase: "no problem... Good luck."
He walked out the door and I laid back on my bed.

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Chases POV:

Delilah: "where were you last night? Did you seriously go on an hour walk at 4am?"

How do I tell her I was trying to convince her sister to fight her cancer, without telling her, her sister has cancer.