Deadly love | Chacha

Let me go

                      ~Chapter 10~
Let me go

Charlis POV:
I watched as Chase threw one punch after another. I had never seen Ivan so rude to me and I had never seen Chase so violent.

I wanted it to stop. I wanted Chase to stop hurting him. His whole face was bleeding. But at the same time I could do nothing but watch. I couldn't stop replayed the things he said to me.

It made me feel like shit knowing all he was thinking about was how much shit he had to deal with. What about me? It's not his life? You know how much shit I have to deal with. I didn't realize my cancer was an inconvenience to him, or is it my mental illness that's inconvenient? My sexuality?

Charli: "Stop Chase. That's enough"
I said as loud as I could

He stopped punching him and got off of him
He pushed his fingers through his hair and shook his head looking at what he'd just done

Chase: "Christ, Charli. Look what you made me do for you."

I couldn't help but to laugh

Chase: "please say you're done with him."

Ivan stood up off the ground

Ivan: "I deserved that."

He did.

Ivan: "Charli I'm sorry. I was just having a rough day. I didn't mean to take it out on you."

I nodded

Charli: "it's okay."

I won't break up with him because he said something rude to me. I've said so many rude things to him, he's never broken up with me for it.

Chase: "really? That's it?"
Charli: "do me a favour and take Ivan to the ER."

He got his punishment

Ivan: "dude, I think you broke my nose"

Chase looked confused

Chase: "let me get this straight. You are not mad at Ivan- but you're not mad at me for beating the shit out of him-"

I am mad at both of them but I'm not their mom.

He turned to Ivan

Chase: "and you're not mad at me for beating the shit out of you?"

He shrugged

Charli: "I don't have the energy for this."

It was a nice gesture

Ivan: "Il be fine."

He doesn't really look that fine but Maybe it looks worse then it is?

Chase: "okay? Sorry?"
Ivan: "no problem."

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Chase: "Charli I need you to get up."

I opened my eyes and he was shaking me

Chase: "hey, hey, are you okay?"

I'm so tired. I don't want to wake up. I just want to close my eyes and never wake up again.

Chase: "you've been sleeping for a day. You need to eat. I'm worried about you."

I'm worried about me too.
But not worried enough to do something about it

I turned to my side and buried myself in my pillow

Chase: "you need to eat and drink or you won't make it"