Deadly love | Chacha

Unconditional love

                      ~Chapter 21~

   
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Charlis POV:
I really hope they like me. It's not like I could make much of an impression but I tried my best and even though I was dying of exhaustion, I talked a small bit. I really just wanted to go to bed but I tried to stay awake as long as I could.

They seem like nice people and soon they'll be part of my family since chase is getting married to my sister. I guess that makes them my in laws. Il be their daughter in law.

I want them to like me... really badly...

I want a family. I want them to think of me like a daughter because no one else thinks of me like that. I want people that care about me, I want parents who would put me over themselves.

But I guess I can't ask for that. They barley know me.

Chase snuck back Into my room

Chase: "finally you're awake"

He closed the door behind him

Charli: "so, do they like me?"

Please say they do

He stayed silent-
Is he ignoring me or did he just not hear me?

Charli: "hello? Do they?"

How could they not? I did nothing wrong? They can't blame me for being tired. I'm always tired. Even after a 3 hour nap, I am still tired.

Chase: "Angel..."

I raised my eye brow

Charli: "don't Angel me?? Do they or do they not?"

Oh my god they don't.

Chase: "they know..."

They know? They know what?

Charli: "what do you mean."
Chase: "they know about us. They figured it out."

Oh my god. Are you serious?? Great. This is just great. Now they see me as a slut. Now they see me as a cheater. A terrible sister. A terrible person. How can they trust me after this? After they see what I've done? After they know I've hurt not one but two people. Two great people. How could they like me after they find out I could be a home wrecker...  they love Delilah. Now all they see me as is the mistress sneaking around with her fiancée.

They won't want anything to do with me.

Chase: "it doesn't matter charli. It's okay. I'm sure they're fine with you. It's me they are disappointed in."

I don't want them to be fine with me. I want them to like me. To love me.

Chase: "it doesn't even matte-"
Charli: "it matters to me!"

I really hate that he's making me yell. I can't do this right now.

Charli: "it's easy for you to say it doesn't matter because you have a family that loves you. I just... I want parents and I want a family that cares..."

He takes advantage of his family. I'd do anything for parents like his.

Chase: "you have a family"
Charli: "you know my parents-"

He shook his head

Chase: "Delilah's your family. Ivan's your family. I am your family."

Was.

Charli: "you guys were my family. It felt like we were family. Until we ruined it."

I remember my first round of chemo. They were all there for me and it felt like we were a family. Every thing was perfect. I disliked Chase. I liked Ivan and Ivan only. And I was a good sister. We were a family. Until we weren't.