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                     ~Chapter 37~
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Chases POV:
I knew this was gonna happen. She's gonna go suicidal again. I don't know if she will be able to take this.

There's so many ways she could die. She could die from the chemo. She can die from the cancer or she could die from being so mentally and physically exhausted, she kills herself. 

I really hope that isn't the case though.

I won't leave her alone. If I leave her alone, who knows what she'll do. And I won't leave she with Jesse. I don't trust her. Clearly she wants her to die.

Chase: "Angel, I know it doesn't feel great right now. But it will get better soon. I promise"

It will get worse before it gets better.

She stared at me and I couldn't see her in her eyes. I saw nothing.

I laid down next to her in the bed and wrapped my arms around her

Jesse: "is there anything I should do?"
Chase: "You've done enough. Just leave"

She's the one who's done this to her. We wouldn't be in this situation if it wasn't for her.

Jesse: "I am not leaving?? She is my girlfriend too!"
Charli: "please... go."

She looked shocked

Jesse: "what??"
Chase: "you heard her. Go."

She scoffed

Jesse: "fine."
She angrily grabbed her bag and left the room

I turned charli to me and I wanted to cry .
She literally looked dead

Chase: "You're gonna be okay, ok?"

She didn't move or speak

Chase: "okay?"

She said nothing

Chase: "say okay??"
I shook her

Charli: "ok"
She said quietly

I smiled

Chase: "yes. You will be"
I leaned in and kissed her, she didn't kiss me back

Chase: "I'm gonna be here for you this whole time. I promise. This will be over soon."

And it's not gonna work and this will be  all for nothing 

She brought her arms around me and hugged herself into my body

Charli: "I love you..."
She closed her eyes





                            ~~~~~

I woke up the next morning to the sound of puking

I looked beside me and charli was puking on the floor

Shit

By the time I could get up and find a bag she stopped puking. The ground was covered in puke

Charli: "I'm sorry"
Tears formed in her eyes

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