Deadly love | Chacha

Missing

  ~Chapter 80~
                          Missing
       

Chases POV:
I knocked on her apartment door

Chase: "let me in please!! Please! I can fix us!"
I knocked harder

Chase: "Angel. I love you. You're my Angel. Please let me in. Please please let me in. I need to see you. I need to kiss you. Please Angel. Please. I love you"
I knocked again

and then I remember she's a deep sleeper. She's probably just asleep.

I took my wallet out and looked through it

Haha

The key

I put the key through the hole and unlocked the door. I stumbled into the apartment

Chase: "Charliiii"

I walked inside her room and turned on the light

No one was in the bed?

Chase: "are you hiding from me"
I laughed

I got inside her bed and smelt it.
Smelt like her.

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I woke up the next day and I was super confused

What the fuck.

Why- oh my god. Oh my god.
What did I do. This is so embarrassing.

I sent a stupid voicemail telling her I loved her and I was desperate to get her back. Oh god. That is so embarrassing.

Well thank god she isn't here because who knows what I would've done.

Uh I feel like shit.

If she isn't here, then where is she?

I stood up and walked to the kitchen, I looked at the calendar and realized it was behind by 2 months.

Either she hasn't been here for a long time or she just doesn't change the calendar.

I looked in the fridge and all the food was moulding.

Okay. She hasn't been here.

But all her stuff is here?

Oh no.
She relapsed.
She definitely relapsed.

Fuck Fuck Fuck.

Okay. Maybe she didn't. Maybe she- what else could she be doing?? Where else could she be other than a crack house in the middle of nowhere?

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After I checked my friends crack house, he told me she hadn't come by.

Meaning, she's at somewhere else. Do I really have to check at the thousands of crack houses in California?

Okay. New plan. I will ask her sponsor. Stupid fucking sponsor. He had one job. Keep her sober. One fucking job.

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I managed to track down his address. If anyone would know If she's relapsed it's him.