Deadly love | Chacha

Whats real

                    ~Chapter 97~
What's real

Chases POV:

Chase: "it's okay! It's gonna be okay. don't worry. Il get this figured out. Il get it offline!"

She shook her head quickly

Charli: "it doesn't matter. They already know who I am."

I feel bad. She never asked to be famous. It just sorta happened. I love being famous, I feel like I'm finally being seen after so many years of trying. But I know she hates being famous. She doesn't want to be seen by millions of people and I'm afraid of what'll happen. I'm afraid this will ruin our relationship. I'm afraid this will ruin her and it'll all be my fault. I'm able to take criticism. Il be fine with it. But I know she won't.

It's just what she's like, it's not her fault. She's... insecure. Not in a bad way. That's just the way she is. I don't like that she's like that, I wish she wasn't because she has nothing to be insecure about. But she is and there's nothing I can do or say about it.

The last thing I need right now is for her to go into a crippling depression because of this famous thing.

Her mental health has been good for awhile now. I don't want all that bad stuff to come back, like the eating disorders and the self harm and the dysmorphia. That's the last thing she needs.

Maybe I just need to take her phone from her. Because she is gonna see stuff about her on the internet. A lot of it will
Be good or neutral. But a little of it will be bad and I don't want her to see that.

I mean, it's not like I'm that famous. People wont be ready and waiting to spread hate about her. Like c'mon. They don't even know her. What can they possibly judge her on.

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Charli: " "Shes the ugliest person ive ever seen" "why'd he settle for this fat ass" "who does she think she is" "I can tell she's a bitch" "

I took her phone from her

Chase: "stop. This isn't true. Don't believe it. They are just jealous of you. See look, there's so many nice messages too"

She shook her head

Charli: "how did they even find my phone number. I have to change it now."
Chase: "all you gotta do is look up your name and you'll see it."

But yeah looks like she'll need a new number

Charli: "I knew they'd think I wasn't good enough for you. I just knew it."
Chase: "They don't matter. Who cares about them and their stupid opinions. Next time I have an interview Il leak the phone numbers of every person that's ever said anything bad about you. We will see how they like that."

She laughed slightly

Charli: "They really think I'm ugly"
Chase: "well they're fucking wrong?? Look at you. You're gorgeous."

They're not even wrong, because to be wrong they actually have to believe shes ugly. I know they don't. They're just stupid people making mean comments because that's what makes them happy apparently.

I grabbed her hand and held it.

Chase: "Il give it all up for you, you know that right?"

She nodded slowly

Charli: "I don't want you to. I would never want you to."