Deadly love | Chacha

New life

~Chapter 96~
New life

Charlis POV:
I see what this guy is saying. I understand what he is saying. But at the same time what right does he have to tell me to leave my boyfriend?

But what if he does have a point.
What if he's just warning me. I mean, obviously he knows what it's like to be famous. He's seen a lot of famous poeple.

What if he's right.
I don't know if I could take being famous. I'm an insecure person to begin with. I judge myself more then anything and that's enough for me. If I had, not one, but thousands of other poeple making comments about me and judging me, I don't know if I'd survive that.

What If I can't do this. I wasn't made for this neither did I ever expect it. Sorry Chase. But let's be for real, he hadnt been signed for anything for years. How could that be possible, that one day, someone decides that they like his music, and that someone is like the biggest record label in the world.

Like that person said, it's one in a million.

And of course. He just had to be that one in a million.

don't get me wrong here. I am happy for him. This was his dream... I just never really expected that he'd achieve it. I didn't plan for this. When I thought of your future, I didn't see a million fans watching us 24/7. I saw just the two of us. Just like it's always been.

I've seen what it's like to be a celebrity. You don't get to do a lot of normal things, like going to restaurants without being interrupted, going on a walk without being followed or going anywhere without photos being taken of you. It's dehumanizing. And that's the last thing I'd want.

But I love him enough to do it for him.

I'm sure if I asked him, he'd give it all up for me. But I wouldn't ever do that. How could I ask him to do that.

Charli: "I'm not leaving him"

I couldn't ever do that

Tray: "Okay. You're choice. I'm just saying, it's not gonna be easy-"
Charli: "he stayed with me during the worst time of my life. Why shouldn't I stay with him during the best times of his life."

He stayed with me during my cancer. Do you think that didn't affect his life? Because it did. He was with me all the time. He stayed with me when we lost our kid. He stayed with me when I was always high on drugs. If I left now, I would be the dumbest girl on the planet.

Tray: "okay. Didn't mean to impose. I was just warning you."
Charli: "thanks."

It kinda only made me feel worse. How will I survive this. I won't be able to.

When Chase was done he came up to me and realsed a breath

Chase: "how did I do?"

I was not listening half the time

Charli: "you did amazing"

He smiled

Chase: "you think?"
Charli: "yes. It was so good."

  
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It was all going fine till someone convinced him to hire an agent. I guess every famous person has one but still. She was annoying.