Deadly love | Chacha

Its not what you think.

~Chapter 94~
It's not what you think

Chases POV:
What the fuck. This is incredible, yet horrendous at the same time. It's incredible because they are releasing my songs meaning they have to be releasing the album, meaning they have to pay me. Yet terrible because I'm sitting right across from the girl I wrote this song about. She was never supposed to hear it.

But she hears it alright. She definitely hears it. She heard the title at least and I think that's all she wanted to hear.
She listened to none of it before she stood up and left.

That was a little exaggerated

I stood up and followed her before she could go far. I didn't even get to listen to my song on the radio for the very first time.

Chase: "it's not as bad as it sound-"
Charli: "you know how embarrassed I am!"

She's really mad.

Chase: "I'm sorry. I really really am-"
Charli: "You bassically called me a crack head in front of the entire world"

I'm not that famous

Charli: "I don't even like to admit that to myself! And now the whole world knows what I am. Crackhead love?? Really?? You couldn't think of anything better? Is that what you think this is? A crackhead relationship. I'm crazy?"

She didn't even listen to the song.

Chase: "the song is not completely about you, yes. It's based off you. But that doesn't mean you're a crackhead. I wrote the song for everyone. Not just you"

The word crackhead isn't once in the song. It's just that title to hook poeple on.

Chase: "you're not a crackhead. I would never say that about you."

Yes the song is about her. The lyrics are loosely based off her. But not the title.

Charli: "why would you write such a thing! I never even gave you permission"

Technically I don't need permission

Chase: "how can you judge a song from the title. You haven't even listened to it."
Charli: "I listened to enough"

She didn't listen to any of it??

Charli: "you called me a crackhead! What else do I have to hear?"
Chase: "can we just talk about the good side of this? My music is out. We aren't broke anymore. I don't know why. I don't know how. But this is good. Not bad."

I have to call Jesse. Why did she do this.

Chase: "my dreams are coming true and all you can talk about is what I named the song?"

She rolled her eyes

Charli: "that is gaslighting because I am
So proud of you and I've said it many times but that doesn't mean I'm not aloud to be mad about this."
Chase: "you're right. But let me explain myself at least. I didn't want to name the song this, yeah I thought of the idea but then I wanted to change it because it was offensive, but Jesse told me I shouldn't"

I picked up my phone and looked the song up on spotify and yup. It was there.

Chase: "just listen to it. It's not about you being a crackhead"

"I tried to help you through the darkness
Tried to be your light in the night
But the addiction took hold of you
And every day was a fight

"Falling in love with a drug addict
Is a path filled with pain and tears
But I can't help the way I feel
Even though I know it's not right"