Deadly love | Chacha

How could you

~Chapter 33~
How could you

                        Time skip ⏩
                       1 week later

Chases POV:
I don't know why I agreed to this. I guess I do want the chance to shove all the good things I have and he doesn't in his face but what's the point if I'm just lying to him? yeah, I guess Charli's my girlfriend but that was the only truth I told. She is having a baby but not with me. I am not rich nor do I have a job.

So why am I doing this? What will this even do for me?

Plus what am I supposed to tell Delilah? I'm taking Charli out to dinner to meet my brother. Delilah never even met my brother.

well, I suppose I could just lie to her. Again. it's not like it's anything worse than anything else I've done.

Charli's been feeling a bit less tired this week but she still is tired. I didn't really want to bring her to this only because I wanted to let her get her rest but she insisted and to be honest I don't want to do this alone.

I knocked on the door of her hospital room but realized she was probably too tired to stand up so I just opened the door and as I did I regretted it 100%.

Fuck.

I closed the door behind me and felt tears sting my eyes.

She's allowed to do what she wants. why am I crying. my god.

Breathe chase. just breathe. It's fine. It's okay.

I laughed a bit

She's aloud. I told her she was.

I walked back into the room with a smile on my face.

Chase: "Who's this"
I pretend like I was interested

Charli: "I'm sorry you saw that"

I shook my head

Chase: "Nah were good, don't worry"

I walked over to the person standing there and smiled

Charli: "hi Chase.. this is Jesse"

Ok. so she's introducing. it must be serious.

Chase: "hi."

Jesse shook my hand

I think I might cry.

Chase: "so. This a friend...?"

Maybe Charlis the type of person to make out with friends...

Charli: "Jesse and I are trying things out"

Yup. I'm gonna cry. She told me she loved me last week and now she wants to date other people. why? I thought she said I was enough for her. Was that a lie? she told me I was the only person she felt like she didn't need more.

Chase: "Oh. How long have you been dating... her"
I asked Charli

is this gonna be a problem for us... Maybe we won't work because Charli can never pick. one. gender.

Charli: "we aren't dating. Just talking. Only a few days"

oh. few days. and even though I spent most to all my time with her every day she never found the need to mention this?

Chase: "OK. well hi, Im charlis boyfriend"

I wonder if I just ruined their relationship by saying that.

Jesse: "yes I've heard so much about you! I love how your guys relationship works. I find it fascinating."

Of course she does.