Drunk words, sober thoughts

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~Chapter 83~
          Drunk words, sober thoughts

Time reverse ⏮️
1 hour earlier

Charlis POV:
When I arrived back at my apartment after I picked up my dog, it felt nice to be back. But also not nice because it felt like I was returning back to my old life.

I put my stuff down and took my phone out of my bag

I haven't had my phone for a full 60 days. No one told me that they take away phones. They were like surprise, you wont get your phone for 2 months.
At first I was angry because I didn't even get to tell anyone I'd be off the Internet and unable to respond to texts. But then I really thought about it and realized I have no one to tell.

I charged my phone and when it came alive all my notifications began to appear

The sad part was most of them weren't texts or calls from people. They were from apps.

Until one popped up that really got my attention

Chase called me a few times on different days and then left me a voice mail

He probably just called me to ask how I was doing. On 3 different occasions.
Weird.

I picked up my phone and called my voice mail

Chase: "I miss you so much!! Why did we have to break up?? We were meant to be! It's not fair. You're my soulmate. You're my twin flame. We are perfect together. Come back to me! Please please please please. You know we can work it out! You know it. I don't want Delilah and I don't want that kid. I want you"
He cried

Chase: "I want you! No one else. I will sacrifice everything for you. I will give up everything for you. I would kill for you. I love you. I love you. Please please don't leave me"
He sobbed

Chase: "I love you more then I could ever love anyone."

The voice mail ended

I stood there shocked
I slowly put the phone down

He sounds drunk in that message.  But you know what they say? Drunk words, sober thoughts.

He still loves me. And he would leave them for me?
He would do anything for me?

He wants me back.

I don't want to stay here but I don't want to leave him.

He has to come with me. I'm gonna ask him to come with me. He doesn't have to say yes. But if he really really does love me then he'd say yes and we'd leave together.

Back to present ⏭️

Charli: "come with me. Come with me to Paris"

He stood there shocked and looking tired

Charli: "you don't have to decide now. But- I love you. I still do. I always will. What's the harm in asking? I love you and I know you love me so let's go. Let's leave. Let's start fresh- please"

Im going if he wants to or not. But I really really hope he does want to.

Chase: "I-"
Charli: "I know it's 2 in the morning and I know I must sound crazy but I promise you I'm not. I just want a future for us and I can't see a future for myself where you're not in it"

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