Deadly love | Chacha

Back to the beginning

~Chapter 39~
Back to the beginning

Delilah's POV:
Actually no. I'm sick and tired of this. I'm not moving the wedding again. I won't. We are getting married, not next year, not in a few months, this week. I don't care if he wants to or not. We're getting married now.

Don't get me wrong. I love my sister and this makes me sound like a bitch but she can't be dependent on my fiancée to take care of her.

I'm so glad they get along well and I'm so glad charli finally has someone she trusts. But she's stealing my husband from me, every day she sees him. Every day they hang out. I want to hang out with him too?

How does he think it feels for me when I get home from work to see no one. And yeah sure, I guess I can go to the hospital to see her but I can't do that every day of my life? I'm tired after work. And I feel bad for saying that because I know how tired charli must be but all I want to do is see chase. But he's always out with her.

Chase: "thank-"
Delilah: "actually no. I change my mind. We're not changing the wedding date."

He seemed confused

Delilah: "I'm sorry but we're getting married whether you want to or not."

He sighed

Why is he sighing??

Delilah: "our relationship is dying! It's my job to save it."
Chase: "getting married isn't the way to do that??"

I don't care!

Delilah: "I love you Chase! And I know you love me even though sometimes you don't act like it. And we're having a baby. I want my child to have 2 loving parents, don't you? So I will do everything in my power to make this work."

I'm not gonna fight about this. I don't know what his problem is but I'm not gonna fight him.

Chase: "Delilah you can't force me to get married"
Delilah: "and I'm not? you have choices. We get married or we break up."

He scoffed

I'm not actually gonna break up with him. I wouldn't do that. But Il let him think I will.

Chase: "are you joking?"
Delilah: "does it sound like I'm joking."

We're getting married this week.
I've been waiting to long for this and I've been planning too hard? Does he even know how hard it was to re plan everything in one month? It was exhausting. I'm not doing that again. So if he wants to have his dream wedding then he should have planned it himself.

Chase: "Your sister had cancer for gods sake! She's in a psych ward! How can you even think about getting married right now."
Delilah: "my sister will have cancer for years?? And she's been in and out of psych wards for her whole life! Do you think that stopped me from living my life?? She has her own life and I have mine and I know for a fact she'd want you to have yours."

I'm not sure how many more times I can have this conversation

Delilah: "Charli is strong and she is not the type to be pitted and taken care of. She doesn't need you watching her every move"
Chase: "you wanna get married? Fine. We will get married. If that's what you really want then fine. But trust me when I tell you, when you're walking down the aisle, you won't be the person I will be thinking about"

He walked off into a different room

Dick.

Delilah: "Whatever Chase! We're getting married"

For our kid.
I need this wedding to happen and it's happening this week.

Our whole life is changing. We're having a baby and getting married. He needs to stop acting like a child and grow up.