Deadly love | Chacha

New beginnings

                     ~Chapter 51~
New beginnings

Time skip ⏭️
3 months later

Chases POV:
We're doing good. I think. I hope. Charli is 6 months pregnant now and she looks good for 6 months pregnant. She goes to therapy 3 times a week, once with me and I think that's really helping her.

She's doing better I think, obviously her dysmorphia isn't just gone, it's still there, it's just better then it used to be.
She still encourages us to go to the gym every weekend, and then when she gets there she always ends up out of breath. And then people stare at her, because why's a pregnant women at the gym. And then she goes home and cries. But that's probably just the hormones.

I still feel guilty every day for staying here but I have gotten quite a lot of money from it. We're making an album and I think it's going really well. Obviously I've got a lot of song ideas to write about and the whole team thinks my story is interesting.

Relationship wise, Charli and I are doing great. She's everything to me. My whole life is her. We did go away for Christmas. We went to New York, and we stayed until new years. Charli had a drink but only one.

We've tried to reach out to Delilah but she doesn't want to talk to us. I think she's doing okay though. I hope she is.

Charli: "I think it's kicking"
She put her hand on her stomach

Charli: "little bitch"

I laughed
I sat next to her on the couch and put my hand on her stomach

Charli: "If you start talking to it. I will honestly leave you."
Chase: "okay. Il take note of that"

She slowly got off the couch and grabbed her oversized sweater. She put it on and then she just didn't look pregnant anymore

Chase: "that's not gonna work forever,
you know."
Charli: "yes it will. I will just keep getting bigger and bigger sweaters"

I stood up and wrapped my arms around her

Chase: "is it heavy."
Charli: "the baby? Yeah. I can tell it's fat."

I sighed

Charli: "you have no idea what it's like to carry around this little shit. Why can't guys get pregnant? Why does it always have to be the women?"
Chase: "if I could, I would."

I picked her up in my arms

Chase: "you aren't heavy"
Charli: "well imagine carrying me around all day every day for like a year, in your stomach!"

Well I don't think she's the same amount of weight as the baby.

Chase: "let's get some fresh air"
Charli: "can you carry me the whole way"

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I carried her all the way down to the beach. We got a few stares but I could care less.

Chase: "it's 64 degrees. Take off your sweater"

She shook her head

Charli: "I'm good."
She laid down on my lap

Charli: "it's actually kinda cold don't you think?"
Chase: "Charli just take the sweater off"