Deadly love | Chacha

Unforgivable

~Chapter 23~
unforgivable

Charlis POV:
Once I got to Delilahs house I wondered how I ended up there. It had felt like no time had passed. All I thought about was Ivan.

Ivan gave me Cancer.

Ivan's the reason I have to do this every day of my life.
He's the reason I'm behind.
He's the reason I don't get to have a job.
He's the reason I cry every single day.
He is the reason I am dying.

None of this would have happened if he didn't smoke?! Why doesn't he have cancer?! He's the one who smokes! Not me?! Why did the world give me cancer! I didn't do anything. Why am I getting the consequences to his actions.

He's the one who smokes yet I'm the one who's dying. I'm the one being punished because of him.

I unlocked the door with my spare key and walked in the house

The first thing I noticed was Chase and Delilah having sex on the couch

I walked right passed them because I truly did not care.

I was already too pissed off to care about my boyfriend fucking my sister.

I walked into the guest room and closed the door behind me ignoring whatever Chase and Delilah were saying.

I am so angry. I can't express it into words.

This whole time I've been blaming the world. I've been blaming myself for being this unlucky. But there really is someone to blame for all of this.
Ivan. Everything does happen for a reason I guess and the reason for my cancer is Ivan. I happened to be around the wrong person at the wrong time and it might cause me my life.

I picked up my phone and called him.

I want to talk about this in person. I want to murder him. But Il try not to.

He picked up

Ivan: "Hey what's-"

Charli: "Come to Delilah's house. Right now."
I hung up

So I sat there on the bed for 18 minutes thinking about what I was gonna say to him.

How could I possibly express my anger without committing murder?

When I heard a knock on the front door l slowly walked out of my bedroom

I saw Delilah walking towards the door so I pushed passed her and opened the door

I was face to face with him.

Not my fiancée. But the guy that gave me cancer.

That's all I saw him as.

Without realizing it, tears had already started pouring down my face

I quickly wiped them

I can never see him the same. He's a stranger to me.

Ivan: "babe, what's wrong?"

What's wrong? I am dying because of you!

Delilah: "Charli-"
I put my hand to her face so she'd shut up

Ivan walked in and tried to hug me but I pushed him

Charli: "stay the fuck away from me"

His eyes went wide and he looked confused

He walked towards me so I backed up

Chase: "Charli, are you okay?"

My head wiped towards Chase