Deadly love | Chacha

Think bigger

                     ~Chapter 89~
Think bigger

Flashback ⏮️

Chases POV:

Chase: "baby, it's okay. It'll be okay. You'll get through this"

She shook her head and cried

Charli: "it hurts. It really hurts."
She mumbled

I got onto her hospital bed and wrapped my arms around her

Chase: "it's gonna be over soon"

She nodded

Charli: "I know I'm gonna die"

That is not what I meant.

Chase: "you're not gonna die. I know you aren't"
Charli: "I'm gonna die"

I know she's not gonna die. She deserves to be here. She deserves to be here more then a lot of people. She doesn't deserve this.

Charli: "I'm gonna die and I'm never gonna get the life I wanted"
She cried

I shook my head

Chase: "Don't say that. Il tell you what's gonna happen, you're gonna beat this and you're gonna get to do everything you've ever wanted. I know it."
Charli: "you can't say that. You don't know"

I know. I know she will. Things are at rock bottom now, there's only one way left to go.

Chase: "what do you want"
Charli: "I'm not gonna tell you. What's the point? Its a dream. Not a reality. This is my reality. Stuck in a hospital bed for the rest of my short life"

That is not true at all

Chase: "just tell me"

She signed

Charli: "I wanna leave California, I wanna go to Paris"
She coughed

Charli: "I want to become a big time fashion designer and I want the whole world to know my name"
She smiled

Chase: "then that's what'll happen"

Il make sure it does.

She closed her eyes falling asleep

Charli: "and I want you to come with me..."
She mumbled

I smiled softly

Charli: "I wanna marry you... and I wanna leave Ivan... and I wanna get a nice place with you in Paris..."
She fell asleep and then I felt sad

Does she really wanna marry me? Or is it just because she's in not the right mind right now. Would she leave Ivan for me? Is the only reason she hasn't yet is because I haven't left Delilah. Because I'm not willing to do the same?

I should leave Delilah.

But what if Charli's right... what if she never makes it to her dreams... what does that leave me with...

It sounds selfish. "What does that leave me with" it's not about me. I know that. But at the end of the day, charli will be up in heaven and Il be down here having to live with that.

If she lives through this... when she lives this... Il give her all her dreams... I will.

Back to present ⏭️

On the way to the airport, she was smiling

Charli: "oh I can't wait!"
Chase: "do you already have a place there?"