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Guys I have some sad news for my account and stories, I'm not going to be finishing any of them.
My reason is that I've just been too depressed and broken to do anything, let me care to explain what has been happening to me these past couple of weeks.
It all starts on the night of May 12th, around 1 in the morning I woke up to hearing sirens and flashing lights outside my room.
It turns out my dad had a heart attack, he was fine when we all went to bed honest he was!.
My sister came into my room freaking out and comforting me in my room making me swear a promise and it was that I would walk across that stage on my graduation day which was may 15th.
I promised of course for both my dad and sister.
He was rushed to the hospital and when we got there it turns out he passed away, that made my whole world go into depression and just me losing something very important in my life.
It turns out his pulse came back not long after this we all had hope and we all went back to see him.
What I saw freaked me out so bad that I ran out of the hospital crying.
I was taken home afterwards and my dad was being flown to another hospital.
He died this time when he reached the hospital.
And now as we speak I'm still going through a severe depressed state of mind, not in a suicide way!
To make my life worse it turns out my dad's mom didn't care for my dad either she didn't even cry and she even bothered to mess with me on my graduation day and on the day of his memorial.
She is a terrible person and then she has the nerves to ask us for some of his ashes and their is no way in hell I'm letting her touch my dad.
My life is going completely hay wire!!!
I just want my daddy back!
I know I will be stronger in the end but it doesn't seem that way rn.
Even my own mom doesn't know the news of what happened.
She never cared for me.
But anyways back to what I was saying.
Life for me rn is very difficult I've only been focusing on a couple of things.
And that being my brother in law, my sister, my boyfriend, and my art.
Art is mostly the only thing I do now, it keeps me calm and keeps my nerves down.
My dad use to be an artist so I got the talent from him.
Here is a picture of me and my sister and my dad when we were a bit younger.
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I'm the little one lol
I miss my dad so fucking much and I know my sister does too.
It's hard losing someone and looking back on those memories you had but it's best to keep all those memories and remind yourself, I'm glad I had a dad or mom or other family member or friend like that.
Make sure you keep your family close and remind yourself that your in your happy place.
It will all turn out good in the end.
But anyways if any of you wanna see my art and where I post it here I will put down some information.
On Facebook look up my art page, it's called Art By Ashley, if you look at my profile picture on here it's almost the same as the one on Facebook.
My Instagram is ashleybuetheartist5
My Twitter is @ashleybuetheartist5
My snapchat is ashleybue2020
Once again this may be goodbye for a long time but who knows maybe I will be back again to finish these stories.
Remember I'm not abandoning you guys I'm just taking a very and I mean very long break to heal myself.
Thank you all for every support that I got from you all and I hope you all check out my social media for my artwork.
