Chapter 27A: Better this Way

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Everyone has blind spots -- secret areas one cannot see and dark mysteries one fails to understand. No matter how hard one tries, it eludes us and often hides right in front of our noses.

Did Sasuke tell me the truth about that day?

That's a question I should have been able to answer easily and without much effort. Not so long ago, I could have made a valid assessment with certainty. KISU trained me well on how to detect deception and assess targets. Those lessons are embedded so deeply into my mind that they've become second nature.

But that training has become useless now. And I'm the only one to blame for it. Why? Because every KISU Operations agent knows full well that once a person becomes important to you, your assessment of them becomes compromised. Your emotions get in the way.

KISU warns that getting too close to targets can pose a threat to the mission. Agents are also prohibited from assessing their family members, friends, and loved ones for this exact reason. These people become dangerous blind spots and potential pressure points for any agent. Another colleague has to take over so as not to compromise the assessment's accuracy.

I am totally screwed now.

My feelings for Sasuke have already clouded my judgment. Just like my dad, Uncle Bee, Karui, and Omoi. He's become part of my blind spot without me even knowing. He's become important to me and because of it... I'm incapable of making an accurate assessment because of my bias. I can only go by what he tells me. But can I trust him?

Sasuke claims he didn't touch Sakura. He was pretty adamant about that. But still, even if he did and he lied to me, that's his prerogative. He's not bound to tell me the truth. He's not mine. I can only take responsibility for my feelings. So, I have no right to feel cheated or betrayed because we're not together. And yet, I still feel just as shitty now as when found out. Yesterday, I promised that I won't give a damn, didn't I? And I still-

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