CHAPTER 39:PAIN

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WARNING SELF HARMED MAY OCCUR IN THIS CHAPTER






My breathe was to fast. When I heard what he said. I almost throw my phone. Because of frustration.






"Tell me F*cker. Tell me how is she?" My hands was Trimbleng. I'm afraid. I'm really d*mn afraid. I didn't feel like this again. When I last broke up on my serious relationship, my long time girlfriend. Who's have an affair.






"Woh! Calm down Dude! How can I answer you? If you keep cutting my words." I just rolled my eyes.





"Go on." I shortly replied.





"Calm down first dude. If you still insisting to talk. I will gladly turn off my phone." He sarcastically said. I grith my teeth because of anger. But I chose to calm down my self.





I just heave a sight. "Countinue talk f*cker." I irritatedly said.





"She's my patient. Dude and her condition is not stable."





"WHAT?" I shockley said.





"Listen to me first dude. She's okay for now. But she have a trauma. And I don't know what is the cause of that. Don't ask me a confidential question. Because we doctor don't give an information like that." Mahabang paliwanag nito. Pero isa lang ang na sa isip ko.





Bakit siya na trauma? What happened to my queen?




I called my temporary secretary. To cancel all my schedules. I will go to hospital right now. And no one can stop me from seeing her.






                   Alexa Alejandro



I felt like I'm too far away to touch him. To touch Drake. Bakit ganito? Bakit parang mas tumatagal ang mga araw. Mas lalong lumalabo ang paningin ko? Ayaw kong mabulag. Marami pa akong pangarap sa buhay. Ayaw ko! Ayaw kong mabulag.






Hindi ko na malayan lumuha na pala ako. I felt to lifeless what's going on to me? I feel like I want to d*ed but I'm afraid. I don't know why? But I just felt like that. My heart was aching. I don't know why too.





"Alexa okay ka lang ba?" Ang boses na yun. Boses yun ni cass. Gusto kong magsalita pero walang boses na lumabas sa mga bibig ko. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ako alam kung anong nangyayari sa akin.






"Alexa? Lex, lex," patuloy lang sa pagtulo ang mga luha ko. Hindi ito tumigil.





"Lex magsalita ka naman oh! Wag ka namang ganito. Nahihirapan na ako. Nahihirapan akong nakikita kang ganyan." Pero kahit anong gawin ko parang walang narinig ang utak ko.






Come on! Magsalita ka Alexa! Wag kang ganyan. I try and try. But none. Walang mga salitang lumabas sa bibig ko. I want to shout for help. My anxiety is attacking me again because of my dream.

In Alexa's Dream


"Stay away frome me Alexa. I disgusted you." Malamig na Saad ni Drake.





"Bakit? Bakit? Drake, Mahal kita Drake. Handa akong magbago para sayu. Gusto mo bang baguhin ko yung pananamit ko? Babaguhin ko para sayu. Tangapin mo lang ulit ako. Iwan mo nalang si Cindy."  I don't know why I said those.






" Your nothing compared to Cindy. Alexa, your gross look at your self you look like a beggar. I won't accept a girl like you." Halata ang pandidiri sa mukha nito.





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