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Sunday was definitely an emotional day for everyone. Billy and max were leaving Hawkins and all of us. We all spent the entire morning loading the u-haul with Billy, max and her mom.

"Thanks for the help kids."

We all smiled at Max's mom and she walked away letting us all spend the few hours left we had together before they left. Max and I walked away from the group.

"I'm really gonna miss you Nat." Max said in a low voice which pulled my attention away from the ground.

"I'm gonna miss the shit out of you max." I said as I looked at her. We both had tears already forming in our eyes. I could tell max was about to go full crying so I grabbed her wrapping her up into a tight ass hug.

"Only a few months and I'll be in California. By the time I get there your gonna forget all about me even coming. I could hear max giggle lightly "that would never happen. Your my sister."

I broke the hug looking at max smiling at her as I wiped her tears away.

"It's only a few months. We can all do this. Once I graduate me and Eddie will be in the car and driving straight for you and Billy. I promise."

Max looked at me nodding her head. "I'm just gonna miss you. We haven't spent more then a day without seeing each other in over a year."

I couldn't help but chuckle at her "trust me I know what you mean."

After max and I had a pretty long goodbye and crying session hugging each other I passed her off to the rest of the group. I walked over leaning against the door as Eddie and Billy were in the room talking. Saying goodbye. Neither one had seen me yet.

"I can't believe your leaving" Eddie said as he looked at Billy.

Billy smiled at eddie "me either. I never thought I would leave without her."

Eddie grabbed Billy's shoulders and smiled at him "she will be fine. She's gonna graduate and before you know she's gonna be in California with you and you two will be living the life you've both always deserved."

Billy smiled at Eddie nodding his head "take care of her for me when I'm in California Eddie. I worry about her. Don't let her relapse. Watch out for her okay. I'm counting on you."

god I love him.

"I will. I promise." Eddie said as he smiled at Billy.
"Just don't fuck her again, or I will fucking kill you."

Eddie's smile instantly faded and so did mine.

how the fuck did he know?

"She told you?" Eddie mumbled preparing for the punch we both highly expected Billy to reliever.

"No she didn't. Probably scared of my reaction. I can't be pissed. We was broken up and I was fucking Heather, after I almost beat Nat to death. So I can't be mad. However if you ever betray me like that again I will kill you eddie. Nat is off limits. Imma trust you both to be friends and not overstep any boundaries but don't make me regret letting you stay friends with her."

Eddie nodded his head at Billy as he gulped "you got it. It won't happen again Billy. It was just a way for her to be okay without you. It worked out though. You guys found your way back to each other. I was just the stepping stool for her to feel better. You and Nat are the ones meant to be together. Everyone can see that. You have nothing to worry about. I swear."

Billy nodded his head and hugged Eddie. "Time for me to say bye to my girl so leave."

Eddie laughed "I'm going I'm going." He said as he slid past me leaving us alone.

"So this is it huh?" I said with a heavy sigh.

Billy nodded his head at me "I guess so." He said lightly as he grabbed my hand pulling me into the bedroom shutting his door.

"I'm gonna miss you like fucking crazy princess."

I looked at Billy smiling as I draped my arms over his shoulders "I'm gonna miss you too."

Billy looked at me smiling as he kissed my forehead lightly.

"How did you know? About eddie and me?" I asked. Honestly completely surprised he found out. Neither one of us told a single person. We didn't even talk about it to each other. We just pretended like it never happened.

Billy smiled at me "I saw you guys. I went over to apologize about me going crazy and I seen you guys through the window."

I looked at Billy dropping my head slightly. I knew what he was talking about. It was after we broke up. After he beat the shit out of me. Everyone was gone and Eddie and I hooked up in my kitchen. Billy grabbed my chin lightly. Lifting my face so I was looking at him.

"Do you love him?" Billy asked me. Which surprised me.

"No." I said answering him. I wasn't lying. I dont love eddie. I love Billy. It was just sex. Sure I care about Eddie but Eddie isn't Billy.

"Then we're good. We had our break and we came back to each other. I need you to trust me and I know I can trust you."

I looked at Billy nodding my head slightly. Billy caressed my cheek lightly as he stared at me. He cupped my cheek as I smiled at him while out lips found each other's. We never brought it up again.

"I can be a little late leaving." Billy mumbled into my mouth. I couldn't help but giggle into the kiss. Neither one of us breaking it. There was absolutely nothing left in the completely empty room but that didn't matter to either one of us.

Billy stripped both of our clothes off as if he couldn't get us undressed fast enough. When Billy hoisted me up into the air I wrapped my legs and my arms around him. Our kissing never breaking or faltering once. That is until I felt Billy push himself inside me.

The moment I felt him I cried out into his mouth moaning.

"OH GOD! UHHH!"
"Ahh shit Princess."

I buried my face into Billy's neck as he held me up between his body and his bedroom wall. Billy was breathing and panting heavily as he pumped himself in and out of me. I was crying out and moaning as I held onto him.

"AUGH OHHH FUCK!"

Billy and me continued until I was shaking around him and until he finished. After we got dressed we walked outside hand in hand with everyone already outside. Billy and max spent the next few minutes hugging everyone again saying goodbye.

By the time Billy made it back over to me I was crying again. Billy smiled a small smile as he reached up wiping my tears away.

"Don't cry princess." He said in a soft voice. Billy and I both looked at each other and I wrapped my arms around him hugging him. Billy wrapped his arms around me squeezing me tightly. The hug was long and tight but neither one of us could let go of the other.

"I love you so much." Billy said softly into my neck. I could feel his tears on my skin. Which made my tears drop too.

"I love you too." I muttered lowly into him.

When Billy and I finally broke the hug we both had tears in our eyes and on our faces.

"This is so much harder then I thought." I said. Billy nodded his head as he wiped my tears away again. "I know."

I took a deep breath trying to calm myself.

"I love you baby girl. I'll see you soon."

I looked at Billy smiling nodding my head "I love you to lover boy. Drive safe." I said with a slight crack in my tone. Billy grabbed me kissing me. A slow long passionate kiss before he walked away crying and driving off.

We all stood in front of the house watching Billy and max leave Hawkins.

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