She's mine

46

I hadn't talked to Nat in almost a week. I wanted to but something inside of me told me it just wasn't worth it. So I didn't. I stayed at home working out almost non stop.

Hell max was barely even talking to me. She's barely said a damn word to me. I just continued working out. Something about me felt weird and off. Like I wasn't really myself. I had never hurt Nat and it's all I had been doing.

The sex hurt her and made me remember kai raping her. I called her a disappointment and never brought it up again. I screamed at her. I fucking choked her.

She was scared of me that day I choked her. I could see it on her face. She was petrified of me. I couldn't get the fear on her face out of my head. Yet at the same time the fear made me feel powerful.

Which wasn't me. Something was off about me and it's been like this since mine and her argument about the drugs. I didn't know what was wrong with me or why I was like this now. I just knew that I was angry. Angry as fucking hell about everything and anything.

"Are you seriously not going to talk to her?"

I looked over at max and rolled my eyes heavily as I kept working out.

"Mine and Natalie's relationship doesn't fucking concern you, Steve, Eddie or any other god damn person."

Max laughed at me. Like a hard laugh. "Actually Billy it kind of is. Considering we were the ones here for her the last few months. That also includes fucking Eddie."

I sighed as I slammed my weights down looking at max "WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM MAX?"

Max widened her eyes giving me look "you are Billy. Your my problem. Your everyone's problem. We didn't loose you just to get you back, for you to be a completely different person. She didn't do anything wrong but that didn't stop you from bruising her throat up. Your acting like she betrayed you. Newsflash she didn't. Your the one that fucked you guys over. Not her."

I looked at max walking up to her peering down at her. "She kissed my best friend. That doesn't justify some damn anger?"

Max snorted at me "not enough anger to choke her. By the way she didn't kiss him, and you would know that if you got your head out of your ass and fixed the relationship shes gonna walk away from if you keep acting like this."

Max didn't say anything else she just walked away slamming the door behind her leaving me in my own thoughts. I went right back to my workout. I needed to figure out what I was going to do. I love Nat but I didn't wanna hurt her anymore.

So I opted for someone I could hurt. I showered and got ready getting into my car and leaving. The short drive later I knocked on the big red door. After a few minutes the door opened.

"Billy I thought you were dead?"

I looked at Heather smiling. "Nope I'm alive. So are you gonna invite me in or not?"

Heather looked at me cocking her head slightly to the side. "Aren't you dating natalie?"

I looked at Heather smiling slightly "yeah. She won't find out though Heather."

Heather looked at me biting her lip "are you sure?"
"I promise Heather. So?"

Heather looked at me biting her lip and after a few long seconds she moved out of the way letting me in the door. I walked in and smiled at her. Heather grabbed my hand leading me through her massive house and into her room. When she shut the door she looked at me.

"Billy are you sure about this?"

I looked at Heather nodding my head "yeah I'm sure Heather, but you have to agree to let me go as hard as I want. Do whatever I want."