Bahlam Feeki

Chapter 49

January sped by faster than I would have hoped which left me with one more week. Here but my luck has sadly run out the trip was going so well then boom a week after the engagement party I get some sort of flu or stomach bug.

Man, I don't know what the hell it is Aahil insisted I go see someone but I don't want to there's no point it will clear up soon.

The door creaked open causing me to look to sit up slowly.

" I made you some ginger tea!" He said while he moved closer to the bed.

He placed it on the nightstand while giving me a sympathetic look.

" habibti." I bring my hand to rest on my head already knowing what he's going to say.

" I'm not going it's just a stomach bug."

" what stomach bug do you know makes you bring up even water? You can't even eat crackers I'm worried about you." He sits at the edge of the bed and just as I was about to take a sip of the tea I'm running to the bathroom heaving.

I felt his hand gently rubbing my back as he said something in Arabic.

" huh?" I slowly get up and flush the toilet.

" I'm taking you to the doctor wash your hands so we can go." He said sternly I dare not protest but I knew it was nothing just a stubborn bug nothing more nothing less.

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His leg bounced as we waited for the doctor to come back with the results he had them run every test that was possible to get the results back within an hour.

I profusely apologized to the nurses and technician but they didn't seem to mind only saying that 'he was looking out for me' there was a subtle knock on the door drawing me out of my thoughts.

The doctor came in with a warm smile and quickly sat down on the stool.

" well, all tests came back normal." He let out a sigh of relief and I just rolled my eyes.

" But..." huh? But what " as I suspected your pregnancy test came back positive."

It was so quiet you could hear a damn pin drop five rooms away.

I look at her and she looks back at me there's no way

There's no fucking way!

" I'm assuming this wasn't plann-"

" no the hell it wasn't there must be a mistake because I'm sure I just have a bug!"

" I'm sorry but these results are very accurate I'll give you two a few minutes and when you're ready we can go over to the other room to do an ultrasound to determine how far along you are and discuss further."

She excused herself and left us.

I get up and start pacing. How the hell did this even happen? Shit shit shit SHIT!

I felt his hand grab mine I tried to pull away already knowing what was going to happen. But he protested.

Pulling me closer to him as he promptly stood up.

I let out a somber wail as he rubbed my back.

" la bas , daeha takhruj"  (it's ok let it out)

Even though he barely said anything this whole time.

" what the hell am I gonna do now?" I cried harder I didn't want an answer what I really wanted to do was scream.

" We haven't even figured out anything for the wedding and I leave next week! How the hell am I gonna take care of a baby while your all the way oh god" how the hell did I get my damn self into this? good fucking job Mila GOOD FUCKING JOB!