SiX the Musical (& Cast) Oneshots

Over - Ex-Wives

TW: Parrward, bits of Araward/Howargon if you will, suicide, self-harm, Kat's based on Aimie in this so really it's Aimaiya

Kat learned that many peopled liked her because she had a nice body. And she later learned that 'many' turned to most. Almost everyone except her best friends.

Kat learned that her friends lived to protect her. Kat also learned that to do that, they made an innumerable number of sacrifices.

Kat learned that she was a bane and a burden to her friends. Kat also learned that they'd be better off without her.

Kat learned that to do this, she'd need to unalive herself. Kat also learned that this would be considered suicide.

Kat learned that the quickest way to do so was hanging. Kat also learned that she was a coward.

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"Hey baby girl," Cathy called to her, nuzzling her gently as she put the kettle on.

"Hey Cath," Kat smiled half-heartedly, cuddling her before going back to her kettle.

"How did you sleep?"

"Eh, okay, I guess."

Yeah? Stop lying, Katherine. We all know well that you spent the entire night drafting letters to your best friends because you're a helpless loser who can't put up with the world anymore. And we all know how much the world hates lying losers like you. Go die already. You're taking too long.

Kat dropped her cup, letting it smash to the floor.

"Baby?"

"I'm sorry," Kat whispered, running upstairs and slamming the door, leaving Cathy to clean up.

Kat sat on her bed, sobbing quietly to herself. Pulling out her phone, she put herself on a voice recorder.

"I'm a loser. A burden on society. An unhelpful, annoying whore. A harlot who doesn't deserve any of your love."

She saved it, and threw her phone to the side, picking up her pen.

Dear Anne,

I love you. I really do. I love you more than anything in this world, apart from Cathy. You were the light of my life, the silver lining in my clouds. Whenever I felt Cathy lose faith in me, it was you I turned to. You made me feel so special and warm inside... but I didn't deserve it. I didn't deserve your love. I didn't deserve you. I didn't deserve those times when you let me cry in your arms, or the times you let me sleep in your bed whenever I had nightmares. I didn't deserve the times you kissed me silly whenever I argued with Cathy. I didn't deserve your devotion. You love me, but you shouldn't've wasted your time loving me. If I were you, I'd hate being around me. I can't imagine how you'd feel.

I guess you know what this letter is coming to, and I'm sorry. I can't get the voices out of my head no matter how hard I try, but I've given up now. What they say is right. Just know that I love you, and I only want you to succeed.

Your baby cousin,

Kitty Culpeper Howard

She slipped the note into an envelope, writing 'ANNE' neatly on top of it, before slipping it into her binder.

Picking up her pen, she pulled out another piece of card.

Dear Catalina,

I know you hate me. I know you think I'm that annoying cousin of Anne's who'll never leave you alone. You never told me you hated me, but it doesn't take a genius, which I, for one, am certainly not, as you have yourself reiterated several times.