les sequelles - Eric Coulter 1

99. Miscarriage

Imagine: Being pregnant with Eric's child but you miscarry and he comforts you as you break down.

TRIGGER WARNING: This imagine talks about miscarriage so if that is a trigger for you please don't read this and stay happy!

A/N: Sorry if this isn't that great, it's kind of a sensitive topic and I didn't really know how to write it. 

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You sit in your boyfriend, Eric's apartment, your nose is running and eyes are puffy from crying. You and Eric had been dating for the past 3 years, and today you had just gotten the worst news of your life. You were 8 weeks pregnant and you and Eric were extremely excited, but when you woke up this morning, you realized that you had gotten your period. You went to the infirmary and the nurse told you that you had miscarried.

Eric finally gets home from work and his face falls as soon as he sees who on the couch, "Y/N, w-what are you doing here? What's wrong?"

"I-I can't do this Eric. I need a break," You rapidly blink back the tears.

"W-what are you taking about Y/N? What happened? Did I do something?" Eric asks frantically.

"Eric, I-I had my period this morning," His face falls once again, he looks absolutely devastated, "We're not over, I-I just need a break, t-to cope."

It's been a few week since you and Eric 'broke up', you hadn't seen him at all since that day because you hadn't left your apartment. You finally decided that it was time to see Eric; you washed your face and headed over to his apartment.

He answers the door about a minute after you knock; he looks as if he hasn't slept in days. The moment you see him, you lose it, you throw yourself into his arms and start sobbing.

"It's my fault Eric, I-I should have been more careful," You say through sobs, as he sits you down on the couch, not letting you leave his arms, "I'm sorry Eric."

"Don't," He sighs, "Don't be sorry Y/N, we couldn't have prevented it, what happened was meant to happen. I know it hurts Y/N, it hurts me too. But I still love you, we can try again, please don't cry Y/N."

You spend the rest of the day sobbing in Eric's arms until you have no tears left. He continues holding you as if he's afraid that if he makes one false move you'll disappear, he just silently holds you in arms, softly rubbing circles on your back.

The past few weeks may have been like hell, but you know you'll be okay, Eric still loves you and you still love him, as long as you have each other, you'll both be okay.

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