Oxymoron [ Completed]

I Didn't Expect This To Happen

He opened his drawer and grabbed the letters. Butterflies in my stomach instantly was felt when he handed the letters to me. I looked at them before I looked at him.

"Open them Cheyenne." He said sighing, probably because I was looking at them dumbfoundedly.

I looked at him then back at the letters. I began to open one and took a deep breath before unfolding it to read it.

Dear Cheyenne,

If you're reading this that means I've finally manned up and told you that I know I fucked up. I'm not going to go into detail because I would think I've already have told you that.I told myself that I would tell you the reason why I was scared in person. Hopefully, I stuck with that plan. Now the real reason I'm writing this is to tell you something different. More important. I know no matter what I realize about myself, I could not tell you with my words. I will eventually man up and tell you, but for right now, I'll tell you in this letter. Cheyenne Marie Moreno, I'm in love with you.

Love, Daniel

I finished reading it and I was stunned. I couldn't believe what I just read. I mean he has told me this already but it was different. I'm surprised and most of all speechless.

I looked at him and he was staring at the letter. I didn't have the power in me to even muster up enough strength to say whatever I think I need to stay because my mind was blank.

I put the letter back in the envelope and put them on his dresser. He looked at me confused and I tackled him down on the bed, hugging him. At first he was still not knowing what was happening but he eventually hugged me. He was hugging me as if he didn't want to let me go and I didn't mind.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too."

* End of Flashback*

"Is it supposed to be this awkward afterwards?" I asked with my sheet draped across my body, looking at the ceiling.

I didn't know what to say. It was a very uncomfortable situation if I must say. For someone like me  who is rarely vulnerable with anyone, this was really out of my comfort zone.

"Yeah. First time anything always is."

"So you're first time was this awkward?" I interrogated. 

"Yeah. We were both drunk off our asses and she threw up afterwards. When I woke up the next day, I didn't know what to do because she was still sleep and I didn't know whether to wake her up or not so I just left. We never talked after that." He said laughing a bit.

"How many times have you had sex?" I asked out of curiosity.

"Hell no. I'm not falling for that." He huffed out, chuckling.

"Dude, nobody cares if you were a hoe or not as long as you're clean. "

"Does the same girl count ?" He sighed.

"Uhhhh, yeah."

"Well four times."

"Only four times ?!? Why?" I asked flabbergasted because for starters he was pretty skilled for only four times and he's cute as shit so that's not believable. Not even considering that he's a teen and his hormones should be through the roof.

"I mean, no one ever interested me enough to continue. Afterwards I felt disgusting as if I was cheating on you. Just every girl felt like prostitutes compared to you." He answered truthfully.

"I guess that makes sense." I said shrugging beginning to ponder on other random thoughts.

"So what does this make us ?"

"I don't know. We're not dating because you haven't even taken me on a date yet and I really can't tell if you changed or not."

"How about I take you on a date today? Everyone bailed on the paintballing because they had bad ass hangovers." He said turning to face me and play with my hair.

"Fine. But don't do all the cliche things like dinner or a movie. Do something different. "

"I have the perfect idea." He said more to himself than me.

He hopped out the bed putting his clothes back on.

"I'll be back. I will call you after I get everything so be prepared. Bye." He said kissing my head before racing out.

I paused for a bit just soaking it all in of what he said.

"He didn't even take a shower yet."

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There's that chapter. I know I said it was going to be long but I didn't know I was going to have so much homework to do. That's the reason I haven't been updating as much as I usually do. Next chapter will be fun so be prepared. I don't know a definite time when I will update again but it will be sometimes this week. Stay tuned darlings ! xx