Oxymoron [ Completed]

Adventures Part Three

"EVERYONE GET THE FUCK OUT EXCEPT JAYLEN AND JOCELIN. NOW !!" 

No one moved a muscle except Julie and Matt since they knew what was happening.

"Everyone out now." Julie ordered, pulling Jamie and Angel up. Matt came to where I stood holding my arm trying to calm me down but there was no way that was going to happen. I was infuriated.

"Matt please let go of me." I said eyes focused on Jaylen and Jocelyn.

Julie pulled him out the room and once I heard the door closed I actually moved. I put my hair into a ponytail and that's when Jaylen decided to speak.

"Look, I was goi-" He began.

"No ! You don't speak. You speak when I tell you to right now!"I said dangerously low.

I didn't want to hear his voice. I don't know who I felt more betrayed by. Him or her but it didn't matter because both screwed me over.

"Jocelyn. You may speak. I want to know why you thought fucking my boyfriend was okay." I said fixating my vision to her. My killer instincts seemed to kick in because all I heard in my mind was KILL , KILL, KILL.

"I'm so sorry. I was going to tell you but I was scared. My mind was in so many other places that day and he was the only one that was there and I know it was stupid decision but-" She rambled, beginning to cry trying to plead her useless case.

"Your tears don't mean a damn thing to me. Go ahead and wipe those away because you weren't crying WHILE YOU WERE FUCKING MY BOYFRIEND !!" I said while my self control started to leave me faster than sand in a 30 second hourglass.

"I don't know what to say but I'm so sorry." She gravelled,while tears streamed down her face.

"I don't care how many times you say sorry. Your sorry doesn't mean a damn thing to me. Of course you had to come occupy my boyfriend because you couldn't please yours.  Maybe I'll try him out myself." I taunted, trying to anger both parties.

She charged straight for me from her sitting position and I dodged her last minute causing her to fall. 

I grabbed her by the neck and slammed her on the room floor with a loud bang. She gripped my hand trying to release herself but it was no movement. I let go and began to punch her in her face. 

Left. Right. Left. Right. Left. Right. 

Her mouth began to pour out blood as she was pleading for me to stop but I couldn't. The anger that took over me was far from human and more animalistic. How ironic when I just got a tattoo portraying me in that way.

I felt Jaylen pull me off. Even though where he touched me burned with disgust, I'm thankful because I'm convinced that I would've killed her.  Whenever I'm angry, my logic is gone and I blackout causing me to not be in control of what I'm doing. That's why I try to refrain from doing that.

"You get the fuck off of me !" I panted breaking away from his hold.

"Now you see why I don't trust boys. I told you and you did it anyway." I grabbed the table lamp and threw it at him. I yanked my charger out of the socket and began to whip him with it. I could punch him all day but that won't affect him as much as it did Jocelyn.

"You're a lying sack of shit! Don't ever try to talk to me again. I will come to see Josie and Angie but act as if I don't matter to you because I clearly don't." I panted out. I grabbed his phone and threw it against the wall and it shattered.

"I hope she was worth it." I said as I walked to the door when suddenly a worker walked in. His face was puzzled looking at the disheveled appearance of the room. 

"I'll pay for the damages. Have a nice trip you guys." I said walking past everyone.

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There you are my darlings ! Don't think it's over yet because I can assure you it's not. Beware of what happens next. But why do you guys think? Did you see it coming? I will be updating again. Maybe today, maybe tomorrow. Bye my lovelies ! xxx