Crimson Academy

Not Water

I don't know why I can no longer find Finn anywhere.

Callie and Lena pulled me away a little while ago to get drinks and let me tell you these motherfucker are not water and the more I drink the lighter and warmer I feel, and the small ache that surfaced after I could no longer find Finn in the crowd is dissipating with every sip I take.

I feel light dancing against Lena, but my eyes are still searching for Finns piercing stare, the hazel eyes that always seem to be focused on me no matter where I go, his citrus and pine scent following me everywhere...but he's nowhere to be found.

I can't find Charlie on Phoenix either and when I brought it up to Callie she said, 'they're probably off doing dude things.'

I don't know what dude things are, but I do know that I don't like that I can't find him.

Maybe I could try to escape and find him but that would mean disappearing from Lena and Callie's view and something tells me their definitely going to notice the lack of my presence.

The fourth guy tonight tries to grab my hips and bring me closer to his body and Lena told me they're trying to 'grind' on me, and just the word gives me the heebee jeebees.

I try to move his hands off me but he holds on tighter, I turn back to look at him and he gives me a weird smile that I think he believes is attractive.

But its not Finns.

"No thank you," I say it with a nice voice trying not to hurt his feelings but he doesn't listen and pulls me closer.

Gross

"Come on baby I know you want me."

I grab his arm and forcefully move it off me twisting it till I hear his wrist pop out of his joint and a cry come from him, "well clearly your stupid, since you don't know how to read social clues."

I mean hell even I can read social cues and I was locked in a basement for the last 12 years.

Although this guy looks like he was locked in what Callie calls a 'frat' house for the last 12 years because he is slimy, creepy, and what Callie calls 'daddy's money white boy attractive.' Which I don't totally understand what that means but I feel like it would fit him.

His creepy smile morphs into a sinister one and I feel like I angered the stupid man but when he lifts his opposite hand up most likely to strike me a hand comes and stops him.

I look to find Lena looking at him with her own sinister smile as she breaks one of his fingers, "don't fucking touch her asshole," he's about to talk but Lena quickly kicks him in the balls.

I pout...I was going to do that.

Once Lena puts her foot down and he's doubled over in pain his hands going towards his crotch I too quickly kick him before his hands can get there, causing him to fall to the floor and fold in on himself.

Okay stupid and pathetic

Lena's smiling at me as I turn towards her, "I could have handled that."

She just smiles at me, "I know" she makes a punching motion in the air, "but I really wanted to get in there."

I smile at her silly state, "someone's feeling violent."

"Always!"

I shake my head and look around again, not exactly looking for Finn but instead Callie who I haven't seen in a while...then I spot her.

She's over by the bar giggling with some man.

"Ohh good she found someone."

I look over at Lena in confusion, "what do you mean? She knows him? Does he go to our school?" He could be one of the people who gets to leave school whenever they want like Finn.