Tom Hiddleston one-shots

Going back to her (Loki)

"Alright so Loki and Thor will get the reality stone back from Asgard", Natasha concluded.

My brother and I, back to Asgard. Who would've thought? Asgard got destroyed during Ragnarok. Everything that reminded me of her was gone. Everything that we had build up, our home had been consumed by Surtur's flames. All in order to stop Hela. 

I never thought I would go back to Asgard through witchcraft of Stark's creation. Time traveling seems to go against all the laws of nature. Yet here we are. 

The time machine was ready. Everyone suited up. I looked over to Thor. He bumped my shoulder and smiled. The mask appeared over my head and I was ready to go back in the past. Back to Asgard. Back home, to her.

I woke up next to my brother. I recognized this room immediately. It was the corridor to the dungeons. We quickly made our suits disappear and got back into our normal gear. I looked around if any guard could see us. We were safe. We walked passed my dungeon. I could see myself tossing the cup up and down. The other version of me felt disturbed. He shit up. I pulled Thor with me, away out of his sight. Thor started panicking.

"I can't do this", he kept repeating. He was breathing heavily. I sighed and took his shoulders.
"Stop acting like this. You know I hate giving these kind of pep-talks. Norns, you're the god of Thunder? You are an Avenger! Keep it together brother."
He took a deep breath, gathering all his courage together. He nodded and took deep breaths.

After a moment he got back to his senses and we made our way to Jane's room to get the Aether. Thor was in front of me. I heard a voice. Her voice. My heart skipped a beat. I felt it sink deep down my body. I swear I can recognize her voice out of all the nine realms. 

(y/n)?

I stopped running. Thor was already gone. To my right the door was opened. I carefully peaked inside. I saw (y/n) and her ladies.

"Get Loki some new robes together with these books. I also want the best food-", she was commanding to her ladies who tried to keep up with her commands. She was wearing a beautiful gown, in green of course. I chuckled, tears in my eyes from seeing her being herself. She really loved me...

"Who's there", she asked. She turned to her right, trying to look who was standing in the doorway. I hastily hid behind a pillar. Norns, I hope she didn't see me. I took deep breaths, trying to calm down. Then I decided to peak into the room again. She was gone.

Someone touched my shoulder.
"Hello you", she said. I startled, making her startle as well.
"Loki", she was flabbergasted. My heart stopped beating for a second again. She was standing right in front of me. 
"My love", I teared up. I took her face in my hands and kissed her passionately. She melted in my embrace. I wrapped my arms around her and held her as close as I could. She broke our hug.
"Something tells me you're not exactly my Loki", she spoke. 
"What are you talking about. It's me", I tried to hide the fact that I was my future self. She gave me a suspicious look. She leaned closer.
"I am married to the God of Mischief and Lies, I know when someone is lying to me", she chuckled.

She told her ladies to leave the room for herself. Once they were gone she pulled me inside and closed the door.
"Sit down", she ordered me to sit on the sofa. I obeyed. She was pacing in the room. Then she threw a book at me. I catched it before it hit my head.
"Hey", I said irritated, confused of why she'd do that.
"I just had to be sure", she explained herself with a little smile.

"So, what are you up to Loki", she became serious. 
"Absolutely nothing my dear", I answered. She gave me a suspicious look.
"You're a terrible liar."
"Only to you my love."
"Using those nicknames won't make me less suspicious Lokes."

I sighed. It had no use lying to her. She knew that too. She sat down next to me.
"I don't know where to start", I said slightly panicking. There was so much I wanted to tell her.
"Start with the beginning", she said softly. I looked down to my lap and sighed. Her hand was so soft as she made me look at her by pulling my chin up. 

Her eyes held warmth and love. I've missed her touch so much. She brushed her finger through my hair, putting it behind my ear. 

"I'm not your Loki, technically", I started, "I'm from the future." She didn't speak. Instead she looked into my eyes.
"The future mustn't have been kind to you", she said softly. She held my hand. Her thumb was moving back and forth. Her warm hands on my cold ones. We were the perfect pair.
"What? I'm perfectly fine", I acted as if the future was amazing.
"Again, terrible liar", she chuckled. There was a moment of silence. 

I wanna kiss her. I have to kiss her. I can't leave this place without saying good bye to her. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close. Tears streamed down my eyes. Her warmth shone through my body. I could feel her love pulse through my veins. She pulled me close as well. 

I kissed her. Our bodies close to one another. Her hands holding my neck while I hold her face in mine. One of my hands get wrapped into her hair, messing it up and pulling her even closer. I deepened the kiss. She moaned as she began to get more passionate. We fell down on the couch, she was on top of me. We both chuckled. 

The door swung open. Thor entered. He was shocked and confused on what he was witnessing.
"I thought I'd find you here", he said. (y/n) got up and looked at him, shocked. Thor was not as handsome as he is in her timeline, giving that he's got a beard and a literal beer belly.

"Thor", she asked him.
"(y/n)", Thor's voice cracked. She was a dear friend of my brother as well, and his sister-in-law nevertheless. 
"I don't know what you two are up to but one thing's for sure", she started. We bother gave her a questioning look, "I'm glad I married you", she said to me. 
"I mean Thor look at you, what has happened", she asked him.
"Oh you know, parties and such", he lied. I rolled my eyes.

"Loki we have to go", Thor said. Our devices started to beep. We had to go back to our own timeline.

"My dear, I have to tell you about your future, our future. Something's-"
"Shhh", she laid her finger on my mouth.
"I do not wish to know what my future holds."
"But what if-"
"Loki, the future is written. It is not ours to change. What must happen, will happen. Just remember one thing. I love you."

That struck me like lightning. I love you, Loki. I want it to be carved into my memories. I never want to forget her voice. I never want to forget how she calls my name. I never want to forget her. I wrapped her in my arms. I don't want to go back into a future without her. She was my world. She was the beating in my heart. Without her I'm lost. 

She broke our hug and looked at me. She smiled. I looked down at her chest. A bright green emerald reflected the sun's light into my eyes. The necklace of my mother that I gave her when we got married.
"You're still wearing this. After all the pain I've caused you-"
"Of course. I love you with all my heart. That will never change."

She ripped it off her neck and handed it to me. 
"Take it. It has always belonged to you."
"Come with me. Leave this place-"
"No Loki, I am staying here. This is my faith."

"Brother", Thor got impatient. I quickly kissed her one last time.
"My heart always belongs to you", I told her.
"And mine to you."

"See you later Odinsons", she waved at us with a smile. Tears were in our eyes. Tony's suits brought us back to our timeline. I fell on the platform where we had left. I was on my knees, Thor's hand on my shoulder. 

In my hands I held her necklace. The only thing that keeps reminding me of her love.

A/N
I'm sobbingggg!