[🇺🇸] MS. 💞 (ft. FL)

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A/N: Mississippi has depression and social anxiety (like me) and no one can tell me otherwise. Oh & also, MS and FL are not a ship, but instead they're close friends.

TW: Mentions of suicide, jumping off a roof.



2nd March, 20XX
Mississippi went to the rooftop. His mind swirling the words other people had said.

"Damn, you're fat. Lose more weight!"

"You idiot who can't do anything right, get outta here!"

"Just die, no one likes you."

"Motherfucker can't even speak in front of ten people. What a loser."

He couldn't handle it anymore. Yeah sure, he's the oldest among the state representatives, but still he's only 18 years old. Not even a full grown adult could handle all these pressure, let alone him?

What's wrong with having stage fright?
What's wrong with being "fat"?
What's wrong with being the last at everything?

...

Everything.

Mississippi leaned forward, feeling the wind. The wind was blowing right towards him, slapping him in the face, seemingly trying to stop him from falling. Falling off of this tall building. And die.

But looks like it didn't work. He took a tiny step forward, hoping to end it all, when-

"Massiah!"

A familiar female voice could be heard behind him. Mississippi turned around and saw Florida standing from afar, yelling for him. He then faked a smile. "Hm?" Tears started to form in both his and Florida's eyes as the female state representative ran towards him, pulling him off the high ground.

"What the fuck were you trying to do?! Were you trying to die?!" Florida shouted at Mississippi. The other only nodded, making her even mad. Mad plus sad, specifically. "Why!? Are we not that important to you?! Am I not that important to you?! You still have your own family, you still have us, you still have ME!" Florida yelled at Mississippi and started to cry like a waterfall. "I'm sorry..." The male whispered as he pulled Florida into a hug. "Do you really want to give up your life on us?! On your girlfriend, Sianra?! On me?!" Florida slammed her fist onto his shoulder, crying even harder. Mississippi wiped his tears away but they kept coming back.

Mississippi looked at the sky which had turned into shades of orange while Florida pulled away from the hug and wiped her tears away.

"The sunset...looked beautiful today." was all the male spoke before going back downstairs with the female.

based on a true story.
I actually did try commit self yeeting off a rooftop on the exact same day.
Quite ironic that I didn't tell anybody from my class while I'm here telling strangers that.
It's not because I don't trust them, it's because- I don't trust them.

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