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{ derek hale x reader }
{ imagines }
{ teen wolf }
{ REQUESTS CLOSED }...
DEREK HALE IMAGINES. imagine forty one | i want a baby SUMMARY; derek has been spending a lot of time thinking about beginning a family with you and opens up to you about it WARNINGS; slight angst!, so much fluff, and sexual innuendos
"i just keep thinking about starting a family with you..."
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THE LAST FEW WEEKS DEREK HAS BEEN INCREDIBLY DISTANT. he wasn't necessarily physically distant but emotionally, he hadn't been opening up to you like he normally does. the two of you made a promise to each other that no matter what was going on, how you were feeling, you guys would always be honest about what was bothering you. derek had first approached you with this promise when you both were pent up with emotions and held a strong guard out of fear of not being seen nor heard. you've gotten so into your head one night you broke down in hysterical tears, crying into his chest while he held you. that night you two both vowed to never let things pile up for long, and even if you weren't on a page to talk about it, then to at least make it known something was bothering you.
since then, you guys formed a healthy connection with this promise. whenever you weren't ready to talk about something, you would make sure to let derek know. some of the time all you do instead of talk was lay against his chest while he held you close. this form of affection helped you open up even though it was hard. the same thing went for him as well but he almost always immediately told you what exactly was bothering him. he didn't have any issues with telling you anything. he trusted you more than anyone before. you made him feel safe which was why it wasn't hard for him to be vulnerable with you.
though lately he hasn't been himself. he isn't open with you and has been quite vague whenever the two of you would talk. you weren't sure what to really think. you didn't want to assume the worst but it was hard not to as he wasn't very present. there were a few occasions where you would try to pry it out of him but he wouldn't budge. you hated to see him so down and into his head.
little did you know he has been doing a ton of thinking about wanting a baby. he's been imagining having a mini version of the both of you running around the house. he's been thinking about what it would be like to see you pregnant with his child and him being a dad. he wanted to start a family with you so badly. but he was afraid what you might think, he was afraid you wouldn't want the same thing as him. most of all, he was afraid you would leave him if you weren't ready and he was. there was a lot of factors but only one scared him the most. losing you.
you finally said enough is enough when he brushed you off for a small date night together. you weren't sure what the hell was going on with him but you certainly weren't going to take any more of this. it's gotten to the point where you were starting to think he was done with you. if he was really done then that's what you needed to know. the longer he went on being distant, the more pain it was bringing you.
