Aidan Gallagher x Fem Reader imagines

Dead (Aidan)

Tw: Mention of death and suicidal thoughts

THIS IS A SAD ONE WITH A SAD ENDING IM SORRY YALL 😭😭

Y/n

I don't know what the fuck to do now.

My bed feels empty and cold. I'm zoned out and I'm not entertained by talking to Aidan late at night. Just zoned out.

I miss him.

I miss him so much.

I wish I could talk to him. I look over at the empty space on my bed and tears fill my eyes.

Is it really that hard to not drink and drive?

He got into a car wreck.

We were coming back from the movies. A car crashed into us and the driver was drunk.

And I'm the piece of shit that lived. Not Aidan.

Aidan deserved life, not me. I've done some really fucked up shit.

Aidan though..

He was so sweet, kind, pure, innocent. So many people loved him. People hate me.

So why am I alive?

I look over at the knife sitting on my bedside table. It's there just in case I...need it.

I hope you know what I mean.

I felt tears slip down my face.

I'm in so much fucking pain. In a pain that's almost undescribable. A kinda of pain no one wants to feel or even think about.

I have no idea what the fuck I'm going to do.

Kill myself maybe.

One thing I know, is that I'll always love Aidan. I'll probably never love anyone else like I loved him. Or probably never love anyone else at all.

I miss you, Aidan. 

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A/n: I don't think I've ever done a rly sad one with a sad ending. I was just feeling silly