Silent Phrase (Farwell Horizon University)

Chapter 7

Fuchsia Rainell Quivedo

Dark.

Blood.

Shadows.

Tears.

Pain.

It's like a deep ocean where she left suffocating and drowning.

She can't endure it anymore but she still constantly fight back to outlive. How on earth did a child like this was troubled with a harsh reality?
It's torturing the pure excitement she has when hearing a compliments from the family she was born in, but that is all when they needed her. Pain in exchange for dismaying them.

"Dad, please I'm s-sorry. I-i'm s-sorry I won't do it a-again. Please, d-don't do this to m-me."

She felt trapped in a cycle of pain and confusion. Unable to escape the dark cloud that hung her delighted youth.

Mom, I need you. Where are you? Come back to your baby Rain. I need your hugs, I wanna hear your voice. It calms me.

Mom. Why did you left? Where are you?

So much questions but remained unanswered.

"I'll behave. I will be a good girl from now on, j-just... just don't be m-mad at me."

They do shaping her traits unmatched that she got learned from experience. She marched to the beat of her own drum, fearlessly forging her own path.

She is I.

"S-stop. Stop now, please. I-it... it hurts."

"It's d-dark. I'm... I-im a-afraid."

Please.

Napakislot ako ng maramdaman ang sakit ng ulo habang marahan na binubuksan ang mga mata. Agad akong bumangon at dumiretso sa shower upang iiwas sa isip ang mga senaryong iyon.

Gosh. I can't believe I still have it. I thought kinalimutan mo na? Why do you keep on playing with my weakness now?

I'm already doing great. I doesn't have any fear on what the future holds to hurt and make another scars on me. Bakit kailangang ipaalala pa? I'm an adult. Strong enough with things like this.

I sighed heavily.

Yeah, you don't need anything.

Just yourself.

Naligo na ako at nag-ayos ng sarili upang pumasok na kasama ang mga kaibigan na hinihintay pala ako sa parking lot nitong penthouse. Makikisabay ulit ako.

"Naks naman! Kaninong van ito? Buti naisipan niyo." I said habang inaayos ang seat belt sa sarili.

"Kila Clove iyan. Hiniram ko lang para lahat tayo nandito. Kahit nga siguro hindi na ako magpaalam, papahiramin ako e." Tama. Mabait yung family nila kaya kahit itapon namin si Clove sa drum at ihagis sa dagat ay baka magpasalamat pa ang mga magulang nito.

Ganyan sila kabait.

"Oo, binulabog ba naman bahay namin. Pero okay na rin para si Ely yung nagdradrive." Pamaktol na sabi niya. Akala mo naman hindi siya makikinabang.

Ang ayos ng porma nila ngayon, infairness. Kapag kasi nasa bahay lang o bumibisita sila sa bahay ko, mga dugyot ang itsura nila.

Nagpapakitang tao na naman.

"Hala omg! Alam niyo na ba?" Nagulat kaming lahat ng biglang sumigaw si Yesenia habang nakatingin sa amin. Bwesit talaga, ikamamatay ko ito.

"Tanga ka pala, ngayon mo nga lang sasabihin." Naiinis kong hayag. Ikaw ba naman gulatin, ewan ko na lang. Tapos magtatanong kung alam na namin, e mga bobo itong nakapalibot sa akin.