The Mutual opposition

First times and Mistakes

Luna's POV

"Your not going to look at me are you, love?" He sighs.

"You didn't think I'd find out?" I reply.

"I know, it was a naff play on my part. You don't have to forgive me."

I look up and lock our eyes,
"Oh no, I'll forgive you. What choice do I have?"

"Luna, you have to understand; Roxanne and I were both-"

"Wasted? I don't care. Just tell me why."

"Okay," he agrees feverishly, "Well while you were umm..vomiting..Roxanne was the only one willing to do something with me. And that was to smoke outside the lobby. Anyways, we had a pretty civil conversation in my opinion. You and Zayn came up a few times. All good things though," he pauses before continuing, "I'm sure Roxanne already told you what happened unless you'd care for a refresher."

"No, thank you."

"I don't know.." He trails off, "Luna, at the begging of this tour we thought that by having a few lasses with us we might experience something. Y'know, some inspiration for our music. Except we didn't think we'd actually be falling for them in the end. I'm not in love with Roxanne. I didn't know what I was doing. I'm sorry I used her to satisfy myself.."

"But why?" I ask.

"Because, you wouldn't want that from me."

I let out a sigh.

"Sorry. Theres just something on my mind.." I state.

"You can tell me" he insists.

"Okay," I give in, "Do you ever feel like your relationship with someone is too one sided?"

He tries to suppress a smirk.
"No, never."

"Louis."

"Who's that someone?" He asks.

"Roxanne."

"Oh."
He looks truly surprised.

"Who'd you think I was going to say?"

"Liam or Zayn. But why Roxanne?" He asks.

"Because ever since Zayn came into her life, LBD has been more distant than ever."
She makes it insanely obvious that she doesn't care.

But Roxanne usually hides her emotions like Zayn does.

She can't even tell Lily and I she's glad to have us..

"So I really don't know who to be more upset with."

He lets out a snort.
"Well me obviously."

"I know, but you tell me blatantly you love me."

He flashes me a sympathetic grin,
"Sometimes it's those who choose not to speak that care the most."

"Yeah," I admit, "You have a point."

"Your actually agreeing with me?" He asks disbelievingly, "I never thought I'd see the day."

"I'm not THAT stubborn" I affirm.

He raises a brow.

"You sure Lu?"

I roll my eyes in response. "Are you done?"

"Done with what?"

"Being a dingus."

"That's not going to change lass. See, I was always the kid who got a good laugh out of drawing a penis in the back of my grade school textbooks. Although Zayn was always more of the artist.."