Saša

chapter:22

.. I am here silently sitting in the Hall bar.
They  were celebrating sergie's birthday in one of Voklov's hotels.
When I opened my eyes in the morning I was with voklov.
In his room.
But I got out before he could wake up.
I didn't wanna face him now.
My whole room was covered with gift boxes. All from voklov.
Some gift were from his family members.
I didn't want their pity.
They are literally pitting me now.
Sergie also came to say sorry.
He even gave an invitation.
He requested.
I couldn't say no.
So I came. .

"Sasa what are you doing here alone? Let's go the family members are there" It was Panama.
I didn't understand why they suddenly felt the need to call me.
In previous functions they avoided me like plaque.

"This hair color looks good on you Sasa " It was his eldest aunt.
His other family members came to see me after my incidence yesterday.
"Yes it's making your skin glow"
I just smiled.
"Sasa is really glowing this days. I think motherhood suits you" It was his sister irina. She was a neutral character in this house.
But she never belittle me.
"Queen Ivor is crying non stop"
"He is probably hungry"
Ivor immediately stopped crying when I took him in my lap. He was making sounds. He smiled at me.
I opened my top.
He immediately started sucking.
He was really hungry maybe.
Then I realized I had audience.
"Sorry. I will take him inside. I forgot about you guys"
"No need sasa. Actually we came to say sorry to you. It's your birthday and we totally behaved like jerks"
"It's ok. Don't feel pressured. Actually I am really emotional this days. I should not have talked like that to sergie"
"Sasa. We are really sorry. We are not here about sergie. We actually never thanked you. You left so many things for voklov. He literally snatched you from your life. But still we never consoled or to say never supported you. " Panama grieved
I became silent.
Why today?
Why not yesterday?
I knew sergie said something to them.
But somewhere it felt good.
Suddenly a hand snatched over my waist, a lip nibbled my neck ...
"Wifey... When will you finish? Let's go have our own party"
I didn't wanna go with him alone.
I hate him the most at this moment.
"Why don't you go to your sergie? Why are you here? " I taunted.
Voklov smirked and kissed me roughly.
"Your jealous face makes me so turn on I can't tell. " He pulled my hand over his bulge. It also turned me on.
"Ivor is having his food. Another time" I acted tough. Not like I am dripping.
He looked at Ivor sucking my boob.
"I should have killed him. He is having my milk" He grunted.
I slapped his chest. His family members are looking at us,
Suddenly sergie came to call voklov.

I didn't even look at them.
After feeding Ivor.
I went to the dance floor.
There was a really built up man.

I was already aroused.
He looked like a good fuck.
But I don't wanna anger voklov.
Also I don't think he would mind.
He has sergie.
"Hey handsome. "
"Hey gorgeous"
"Sasa"
"Nicolas"
"Wanna dance with me"
He pulled me to him without wasting a moment.
We both started swinging.
I saw sergie behind him.
But he wasn't looking at me.
He was eyeing Nicolas?
I smirked.
Now I would have fun.
I pulled him more into me.
He started kissing my neck.
Not that I was enjoying much but it felt good to have some revenge.
I were in a minute totally making out.
"Wanna have a room? "
I looked at sergie once.
He totally looked tormented.
Evilness was dancing in my brain.
"Yes"
He pulled me to the elevator.
We went inside a room.
He threw me in the bed.
We tore apart each other's clothes.
But our fun came to a halt after voklov barged inside breaking the door.
I was so high.
I started grinding even in front of voklov.
"What the hell voklov. Can't you see I am with a beauty here? "
"Nicolas remove your hand from that beauty. Because that beauty is mine. I won't blink before cutting your hand"
"What? But you have your queen?!!!!"

Then he paused and looked at me.
"Don't tell me? "
"Shut up and fuck me. Don't listen to him. He will be gone in a minute to his sergie. You come " I pulled him more into me.
Voklov got frustrated and picked me up.
He went straight to the elevator.
I could see sergie outside
"That bitch wanted Nicolas all to himself. That's why he snitched. "
"Shut your mouth before I make you"
"Why? Your bitch can't keep it to him. He has you. What more does he want.? "
Voklov slapped me.
I got silent.
It hurts.
He has slapped me thousands of times before but this reason hurts.

He tucked my hair and threw me inside the penthouse.
It was decorated with candles and flowers.
I looked around.
It has the most stunning night view.
I starred.
I forgot about everything.
I forgot voklov was behind me.
Suddenly I started crying.
Two hands took me from behind.
"What's going on in that imaginary head of yours? How many times should I say I only love you? "
"Then why am I not enough? I gave everything up. Even my family. Then why am I still the outsider. "
"What do you need? Say once. Just stop pushing me away. "
"I want nothing. I just want to be your family. Nothing else. Why can't you give me that? "
"You know why"
"I don't give a damn about your father"

He kissed me. For a long time..
He always does this...... To shut me up.
I gave in.
We cut the cake.
It was a private party for both us.
This penthouse was my gift.
We spent our night here.

But happiness doesn't stay long for me.
In the morning, sergie was present at the door.
I welcomed him inside.
He didn't even acknowledge me.
He went straight to our bedroom.
When I arrived, I saw him in the arms of voklov crying.
"Sasa go home"
He is kicking me out..... For sergie?
"Now" His voice was rough.
It only meant one thing.
Not to question
Not to argue
Just obedience

In the next morning at mansion:
Every one was present except for those two.
I knew to connect dots.
"Sasa happy birthday dear. I forgot. Forgive this old man. "
It was his grandpa
"It's okay. It's not like anyone cared for the previous ones"
"We are really sorry. How about a banquet in our seaside Hall? I know you like sea"
Panama tried bribe me
I only scoffed  " No thanx. I am ok "
"But dear ask for something. Anything. I want to gift you something. "
"Anything? "
"Of course anything" Said grandpa

"Then give me my freedom"