𝘀𝗻𝗮𝗽𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗼𝘁? seventeen

⁸⁷: couldn't we be like that?

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[private chat : haodareyou, kwanbooty]

haodareyou
it's never going to happen
i'm doomed
everybody has their soulmate in this thing and mine doesn't want to be mine
am i crazy for thinking we have something?
are we not made for each other?
when do i start to give up kwan 😞

kwanbooty
uh NEVER
bc there is smth there
i wouldn't even give you that normally bc it's an unprofessional statement but as one of your partners who loves you very much i'm saying this
if junhui didn't feel anything for you, he wouldn't have freaked out

haodareyou 
there you go again
i'm convinced it was disgust
and regret
and horror
he was too drunk to realize at first that he was actually kissing me

kwanbooty
don't degrade yourself so much
you're so beautiful 😞

haodareyou
if i was beautiful he wouldn't have a mission to make out with everybody but me
cant we be all lovey dovey like that? 😞

[private chat : junwee, mansol]

junwee
hey
so um
pls don't tell seungkwan
he'll yell at me
but i need help

mansol
does the help start with xu
and end with minghao

junwee 
you might be correct

mansol
fire away

junwee
i just...
i really fucked up that night at camping and i'm not gna explain because i know you already know what happened so don't even pretend like you don't but i really really really should've just run away with him and kissed him again and never looked back but i got so scared that after all my  fake cold-heartedness all he would see was insincerity so i wasn't even going to entertain the idea he could forget it all and just be with me but now i know that was wrong too and god why can't i just communicate like a normal human being

mansol
you can communicate
you can do it very well, look at you go right now
your problem is you're stubborn and you're afraid to be vulnerable
and you're never going to have him if you don't conquer your fears

junwee
but what if he says no

mansol
then he says no
but given how hard he's worked over and over again to try and earn your love only to be pushed away... don't you think the chances of that are impossible?
you just have to try anyway, junnie

junwee
and you really think we could be like everyone else?
so in love like that?

mansol
you can be like that if you earn it most definitely
if you love him, don't give up on him
he needs you.

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i wish that it could be like that
why can't we be like that?!
cuz i'm youuuuuuuuurrsss

secret love song is so junhao lmao