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[private chat : chanosaurus, mansol]
chanosaurus
hansolmansol
yes?
are you ok?
do you need me to come over?chanosaurus
let's date.mansol
huh?
what are you suggestingchanosaurus
let's go out
be a couple
boyfriends
that type of thingmansol
ohchanosaurus
i think i like you a lot
and you're nice to me
and you make me feel safe
and we have great chemistry ;)mansol
chan im so sorrychanosaurus
oh
i see.mansol
no please listen
let me explain firstchanosaurus
okmansol
i cant pretend i dont have feelings for you
i like you a lot
but ive also had feelings for somebody else in the gc for a long time
the more ive researched about polyamory the more i think i identify with it
because i like both of you
but i feel like its unfair to youchanosaurus
ah
who's the special guymansol
seungkwan...
please please don't tell anybody
i've kept this secret for so long it'd be awkward if he knewchanosaurus
if he doesn't already that is
it's seungkwan after all
but yes ok
thank you for being honest with me
sorry for being so intense i just...
i'm just lonelymansol
i'm really sorry chanchanosaurus
do you mind if we... stop doing stuff ?
just for a little bit
you don't have to keep paying me for your sessions
could we just maybe... hit pause?
i'm afraid i won't be able to be professional for the moment now that i've said thismansol
of course
i'm really sorry chan, i wish i could be that special person for youchanosaurus
don't be
i'll be ok :)__
But as the conversation ended, Chan was anything but okay.
Was he only seeing me this whole time because he knew he couldn't have Seungkwan?
Just as he figured, it would always be this way.
It was never different.
How could he ever expect to be anybody's first choice?
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to the people who came to read this for the sillies and keep getting attacked with random gay emo angst... how we doing? 😻
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