The MakeUp Artist Internship

A Peek Into Mom's Diary

    I went to see mom after she dropped Johnny off from the airport.   Mom was sad, but Johnny already texted her four times.   "I had a great time, love....  I cannot wait to see you this weekend.  Jade, too...".    I smiled.   "Look, I have to go pick up the chicken wings.  You can stay here.  I do have some free samples you can go through," she told me.  She always had good free stuff.  I was usually broke and I liked nice things. The wings place was always slow, so I looked at her diary.   I took 1994 for good measure.  

     "This weekend was great.  It was like we never missed a beat.  First we went to see my grandma and she remembered him.  She was having a good day.   She told us that Blanche didn't like us because we had sex in her house,  and I guess she didn't give any contact her information for us. I guess it hurt Johnny pretty bad.   Sure we dated others, but we're back!!!   We went back to my house had some wine and sandwiches, then I took him to my room and we did it for hours, well what seemed like hours.  My hinterlands hurt like a bitch, but  he always did things so right.  Then Jade stood in the door and I was so embarrassed.   I was embarrassed for Johnny.  I threw a blanket on him.  We did got I dinner, it was fun and then it was back at it.  Johnny and I did different and it was so good.  He was so gentle.  With Mark, I felt like a two bit whore.   I just love how he wraps my leg around his shoulders, winks. raises my hips and fucks me senseless. He said he liked my ass.  "I can hold onto it," he told me.   He likes Jade as well.  I mean who wouldn't?   He wants us to come to California  next weekend,  I worry about Hannah that she doesn't feel left out.  I know Rob  would be crushed if she denied him.   It 's a fine line." 

     Mom's car roared in the driveway, so I went out and talked to her.  I put 1994 June through October to read.   I put it in my big  purse.  We made small talk during the wing feast.  "Billy's makes the best wings,  Johnny loves them,," she said.  "He really enjoyed this weekend and he wants to make things serious again.  He must have apologized twenty five times for leaving us.  It was that bitch Blanche.  Maybe we shouldn't have fucked in the house but we were both young and dumb and full of cum."  "Mom!!!!!"

     I leave at seven and go to Sadie's.  She was sweet again.   Well she hadn't seen me in a few days. She was probably with her other girlfriend. I kept telling myself, "Break up with the bitch."

     "You look really good," she said.
"Thanks."
"I have thought about you ALL damn day."  She ran her hand around my crotch. 
"How sweet,"
"I know I have been a bitch lately, but the counseling service and life has me so busy."
"It's okay."
"My tarot business has really blossomed."
"Good."
"I told one girl who was going to ask her out a few weeks ago, he didn't and they are in love."
"Wow.  That's great."
" I think mom and Johnny are going to get married."
"I know so."
"My mom is a kinky bitch."
"I always knew."
"Mom does anal."
"Dude. Miss Charlize?"
"Yeah. In the sorority we didn't admit to that. If you did you were a ho."

    "Sometimes I wonder had he found out, would he be as rich and famous now,". I say after we had sex.
"Yeah. I think he would have been a star, but not as big as he is now. I mean he is Johnny Depp. I think he would have done the noble thing and he is being noble now. He adores you."
"I feel bad because Rob raised me."
"Rob just wants you to be a lawyer so that you can make money and take care of him. I am still in shock about your mom. So, is Johnny as big as they say he is?"
"I didn't get to see. Mom threw a pink blanket on him.

    I stayed later than I should. Then I stayed up later and read about my mom. I read about the day I was born.

    I was due mid June, that was what the doctor felt, but I went out with Jason and you know, Jason has needs and I am his best friend. I think Jason and I fooling around didn't help things. I will never see Johnny again and I am so heartbroken. Mother STILL doesn't know who the father is. Well, she had a day with me. We went garage sailing for baby things as I had no appointment. I think some of the salon girls play dirty pool. At Dillard's, I just don't have a clientele yet. I stand around a lot,". She wrote. I say, "Mama, you will be booked to the gills in a few years. Just you wait. "I felt funny all day. Like something was sitting on my butt. Unbeknownst to me, I was in labor. I did get a good haul at the sales though. Then we go to Lathrop to decorate for the seniors. I was along for the ride, and I decided to walk the halls. I went to see Jackson Preston's locker, then it hit me. It hit me so hard that I could not move, so I went back to where the ladies were. Linda Iverson looked at me and asked if I were okay and that was when my water broke. I started to cry and mom yelled at me. Linda and Mary Brooks cleaned up my water, but I was leaking everywhere. So, my mom took me to the hospital, screaming at me that I embarassed her and when we get to the room where I was to deliver, she told the Dr, "No epidural. Nothing. She will need an enema though. She's been eating ALL day." However, it didn't work. During pushing I pooped. The nurse was nice, my mom was not. Then after pushing and feeling like my vagina was going to fall out, I had Jade. Jade for J.D. and Christine for his middle name. She was seven pounds thirteen ounces. She's beautiful. Lots and lots of dark hair. She won't unfold her legs. I think my parents have come around. Mother went shopping for her. I think Jason and I having sex and he did play with my nipples caused this all."

I looked at a picture of the three of us at some wedding next to my bed and smiled. I really loved my mom more and more after reading about her.