The MakeUp Artist Internship

Amy: His Heart Is Breaking

         I had the best Christmas with Johnny.  I had fun with him over in Europe.  I was a little nervous when I was flying over there, as Gina is very gorgeous and I hoped she wouldn't think I was a corn fed indiana girl.    On the flight, Johnny and I joined the mile high club.  I loved my life with him and spending two weeks at one place and going to the other was wonderful, but my heart was also home.  I missed my girls.  I missed Jade especially.   She hinted that Charisse was verbally abusing her.   Charisse was obsessed with Johnny, and I had a very good friend Gabbie and Gabbie and Charisse were friends.    I told Gabbie in confidence and she told Charisse.    I was so pissed.   Charisse used her charm like she did with Jade, saying I was so pretty and she wanted to help me with Jade.   She tried to convert me to women, but Charisse was just way too pushy.   She wanted at my Jade and when she found  out she was my girl she pursued her.   

    I called Johnny a lot we talk for hours, just about Jeff and what he has done.   "Darling, I want you to come to the island with me for a few days.  I need to get away.   How is Jade?"   I told him she was fine, but experiencing a lot of backlash.  "Peter is taking care of her and she can stay here when we go to the Island.  I look forward to swimming and being with you."  He said, "Same."

     Jade came over one night and she looked happier, but sad.   I guess Charisse is having a heyday on her page, releasing intimate details about their relationship.   She sent a Manila envelope of a pair of Jade's panties left behind to Peter.   She wrote a letter about how Jade was a dirty, crusty girl.    She was pissed my daughter didn't want to date her and had fallen in love with someone else   She told me when I went to lunch, "Mom, I know he is old enough to to be my dad, but I love him."   I told her, "I knew you were going to fall in love with a man."   

    I left on a Thursday afternoon.  It was just til Sunday, but Johnny needed time away and he wanted me.   "I just want the girl I love the most," he said.   That was music to my ears and when we met on the island, he kissed me like he never saw me before.   He took me into his bedroom and we made love in the tropical breezes.  It felt good.  I felt so free, as it was just me and him on the island.    He made sure i was comfortable and we had a great dinner of lobster as we watched the sun set.  I was in love.  

     "It was horrible, doll, watching my best friend die like that," he said kissing me.  

"I know and I am here for you," I told him as I kissed him.

"I just want to be with you, on this beach, in the moonlight."

"Yes," I moaned.

He took off my dress and began to take my bra off, and played with my panties.   He looked at me.  "I am so glad you are back in my life."  I moaned back, "Me, too.  I love you."He took off my panties, a pair of lace ones.  "I love these," he said.   I was naked on the blanket.   Johnny looks at me and says, "I could look at this forever and ever."   He holds my breasts and licks them.   He then moves a little lower, kisses my belly and opens my legs   "You are such a woman   You are my woman," he says going down on me, kissing, sucking and teasing.   All of a sudden I come and then he gets on top of me moving up and down and I come again.   He comes, and he lies down next to me on the hot, tropical night and just holds me.   He says, "I like these moments when it's just you and me alone.   I just want to lie by you.   I need you."  

     I just loved being with him when he was quiet.   When he said noting at all, but he said, "The funeral is in February and I want you there.  I want you by my side.  Plus, if you don't mind, I may marry you and make you mine for the rest of your life.  I love you so."  I start to cry.   "Amy, I should have proposed to you years ago.  I should haved manned up and married you years ago.  I am so sorry for ignoring you calls,  I thought you were some crazy woman wanting me and it was all a lie."  I reassured him it was okay and I was with him now.   

     We just lay naked on the beach for hours, making love, talking, crying...   I knew I was going to get married in February.  My life was never going to be the same...   I thought back to the days I was the makeup artist internship.