The MakeUp Artist Internship

Your Mom Is Sorta Famous

She was the mother who never fit in.  I got into her diary about that when I went over to Sadie's. Well in between love sessions. I don't know if you'd call it love. She seemed to be calling me less and less. We went to the chapel together and I read some excerpts to her. "I love my time with Hannah and Jade. They are the best things to ever happen to me. However, when I get around other moms they just stareat me. We are so poor. Rob is out looking for anot her job. I am back to work with a HUGE period pad hoping I don't stink or throw a clot. I REALLY should not be doing this and when Hannah cries all night, which she does, I am exhausted. Jade cried very little. Jade and I didn't have a man to pick fights with us all night either. Last night, of all nights, he puts his dick in my back and I just didn't want to."

"Your mom has moved on last those bougie bitches," Sadie said.
"Yeah. Mom is having a rough time with women actually groping her. She said one evangelical woman said 'I have hands that touched Johnny's penis'."
"That's crazy. Does your mom talk about it?"
"Somewhat. I have seen it. He is quite endowed,"
"I figured."

As we drive to the chapel, she reads the diary.   Sadie read a part that made me cry, "I walk past the homes, nice new homes. Women who just have had a babies get their bodies back. I still have a belly, but I eat way too much. It helps me feel better for a moment." "Your poor, sweet, cute mom. Jade, I would love to do your mom. She's so hot. She's curvy, smells good, and sexy."
"That is just weird, Sadie."

We get to the chapel a s it's a busy night. I have fine here since I was 22. Sometimes there are eight people in the pews and tonight it's a tight squeeze. I am practically ON Sadie. She said, "I kinda like this." She giggled.,,My message was by Kimberli. Everyone raved about her. I found her blah and her message a bit disappointing. She said I was frazzled. I was not. She called me tense, rude, and anxious. Maybe I was. I wasn't sure.

"Hey, wanna go to O'Reilley's. I kinda want to show ya off,". She said.
"Well if you insist."
"Hey, I can read the diary of 2000 on the way there. There is something you should know."
"Her tubes tied?
"Yeah, it is so poetic. She stuck it to your dad inadvertently."
"Yep."

"Not only did I get that fibroid procedure that makes an embryo not implant due to fibroids, I also got my tubes tied. I am home now. I lied at the hospital and said I was divorced. After all it's Dillard's insurance. Had I not said that, Rob would refuse to sign and having another child with him would be too much. At times I wondered if I had stayed with Johnny, if we would have kids. If they would have Jade's temperament, I would. Jade was so so good.... She rarely cried, breastfed like a pro, and she just was so happy. She has Johnny's temperament. Hannah has a cross between mine and Mark's"&8

"So does Hannah know about this?"
"Yeah. Rob does too. I am taking the bum to The Club Car." She was just like him.
"He's pissed. He wanted you to be his."
"I am. I am adopted."
"He just wants to keep you down."
"Like when he took me to a school event, everyone ignored us and then he kept telling me we were losers."
"That's shit."
"It stuck with. Me for years."

We have fun at O'Reilleys and back to her place for some good ol' cunnilingus. Sadie wa really conscious in pleasuring me. Maybe I don't want to break up. I go home and read 2001. It was a productive time. Mom had a cute flower garden that I really remember. I remember breezy summer afternoons with the sunflowers blowing the air, that had hints of fall in the breeze. We had a computer then. Mom really liked that thing, but then at night Hannah and I would play games on it as Mom cleaned. Mom was really happy. Dad was starting on her about having another baby though. He would ask her, "Remember, I want an heir. I want a boy." Mom burned her uterine lining and had her tubes tied because she didn't know if she loved dad enough to have another baby.

Dad, though was not happy and it was going to get worse.

The next day I went to see my mom. She looked great.

"Mom, you are looking' hot,". I tell her.
"I am finally happy."
"Have you take to him today?"
"Of course. We texted for a few hours when he was on the bus."
"How is he doing?"
"He loves it."
"Mom, love looks good on you."
"Thank you."
"I am taking Rob to lunch."
"Good Lord. He'll order a salad, appetizer, three drinks and the best cut of steak on the menu."
"Yeah."

"One time I mentioned about working in Hollywood and the stars I met and I said I worked on Johnny one day. Do you know what he said?"
"No."
"Well he said, 'I am sure he wasn't looking at you, as you are so not like the women he dates."
"That's terrible."
"It's true. I wanted to tell him that I had kinky sex with him a lot more in the two months we dated."

Dad always tried to hold her back. He would tell her that her career caused her bad self esteem, that she was vain, and that she needed to not wear makeup or have her hair done. He got her grinders from the bar and fed her all of the time. He knew he was making her fat. Then after the affair, she gained all of the weight she lots and then when a man she loved her back decided to stay with his wife, she just gave up. David and Mandy were divorcing. Mom was just never happy, but now she was and I was so, so happy.

I was going to delve into 2002, one of the worst years ever.