The MakeUp Artist Internship

A Proposition

     "Normally I don't think what your father says is funny, but what he said last night was fucking hilarious," my mom texted.   "Good morning, baby!   I hope you had a happy day!"   I went into the bathroom and bawled, as I did not.  I felt like I had been scraped inside.   The big dildo Charisse bought wasn't used kindly.   It hurt.  I was so glad I was off.   I wanted to tell her how she treated me last night over that joke, but mom was overseas.   She went to her house around nine and I went to pick up Scott at noon.   I wanted Scott as a dad.   I had a memory of when my dad was in jail.  I was twelve and I cried and cried and cried.   Scott knew me and what better man to have as the father of my child, our child?    

     "I got the interview with Peter on FridayThursday at seven.  Are you able to attend?"  

"Yes.  I have a childhood friend that you might want to consider.  He's kind, a public servant and I sort of want him."

"NO!  It is who I want and Peter is smart and you will have a baby with him."  

"Okay  He probably wouldn't have gone along with it."

"Jade, once you accept I DO know what I am doing, the happier you will be.   Why must you resist?"

    I just put my head in my hand and cried.  I composed myself, got ready on the cold, bleak, snowy day.   I got to the airport and picked him up.  

     "Did you have a nice time?"  I asked him.

"Not really.  Lauren paraded me around as her 'firefighter fiancé'."

"I am Charisse's young girl friend she wants to have a baby with."

"She can't make abies."

"I know that,  but she wants me to have one with one of her friends because he is a college professor and the baby would be smart AND I think, have a piece of Johnny Depp."

"Well he is half of you.   The baby would be a quarter you and the dude's family."

"The dude.   You're funny.    What I am asking, though, if there was a girl who wanted a baby by you,l would you do it?"

"I don't think Lauren would approve."

"If she wasn't in the picture, would you?"

"That's a hard question."

     I chickened out.  I didn't ask him.  "Dammit, Jade!"  I asked him if he wanted to do lunch and he said sure, so there I was "cheating" on Charisse at the diner.  Every time the door opened I jumped.   Scott was so cute.   My heart was not in having a baby with her "man".  After lunch, we drove off and went home.   I stuck around for a few minutes but then drove to Floss Mill Road.  I was going to try to prove my point.   I would be shot down.   

      "So, you're late.   Where were you?"

"He was starving.  He wanted to eat.  He is like a kid brother to me."

"Well, soon you will be impregnated with a college professor's, mine, and your baby.  Are you excited?"

"Sure."

"Peter is endowed, so let's use the big dildo today."

"Okay, but if Peter doesn't want to do it, can we use my friend?"

"No.  Pete WILL say yes."

   There was no way out of this.   I felt trapped.  

     We go through the whole rigmarole.  Kissing, sucking on each other's breasts, Charisse eating me out and then I eating CHarisse out.  Charisse, fingering me and then dildoing me.   She was so much more gentle today.   She did say, "I want to do different today".   I had never done it with Greg,   She was sort of gentle and I did come, but it was weird and I was worrying about messing up her sheets.  When we were done we cuddled and she told me.  "I showed Pete a picture of you and he thought you were BEAUTIFUL!!!   So, you have to..."  I was a bit flattered, but I honestly wanted the athletic little kid who was nice to everyone to be the father of my kid.   

     I guess I wasn't having that choice.