Chapter 48

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The whole night manik slept like a baby in my arms, I stayed up just in case he needed me but he slept so good until around 10 in the morning when he stirred a little in his sleep.

I grabbed my phone and his as well to see if he had any meetings but he had a free day, I'm assuming he cancelled them all because he was pissed yesterday.

"Nandini" he mumbles

"Good morning" I whisper back

He leans up, and kisses my lips laying back down humming

"My head hurts" he mumbles in my neck

"Yeah? So the many drinks were enough? Or should we order more today, call it a celebration?" I ask, more like taunt a little

he groans in my neck holding me tighter

"Can you yell at me after'

"No, get off me" I say

"Shhh, stay please, I feel like shit"

"You look like shit too" I whisper

He frowns but leaning up he does kiss my lip, I pull back turning my head to the left making him look at me

"Whats wrong?" He asks

"Seriously?"

he doesn't say anything, he gets off me and sits there holding his head for a minute. he grabs his phone from beside me and looks around then he looks down at himself. Im sure he was trying to see why his clothes were on the couch from last night

He got up and walks over to the couch grabbing his clothes, he doesn't say anything to me, not a single word and puts his shoes on

"Thanks for brining me home and helping me change" he says without even looking at me

Not waiting for my reply he gets up and was about about to leave the room

"Might as well throw some money on me for an average night" I mumble getting up shaking my head

See I was angry but now im fucking pissed at him

"What?"

"Yeah, throw some cash on me before you leave"

'what the hell are you talking about?" He asks

"I am a girl you had a good time in bed with right? One night stand? Maybe even someone you fuck on the down low"

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" He yells

"Oh nothing is wrong with me but something is definitely fucking wrong with you manik. Thank you? Seriously manik?"

"I just wanted to say thank you for"

"for what? Because it sure as hell sounded like I was a one night stand"

"STOP CALLING YOURSELF THAT" he screams

"If you scream at me one more fucking time, I will smack you so head you own't know where you are"

"Nandini"

"No, no manik. You are being so god damm stupid, not telling me what's going on and then going to a random ass bar where you were drunk, you were wasted. The bartender had to call me to get you manik and not to mention your phone was off. Do you not care about me or is your anger blinding you that fucking much that you are benching as if I am just a side piece?" His face falls a little

"No, why would you think that you are a side peace"

"Because you are making me feel like one. Saying thank you for bringing you home? Did you not think I would? Or is it that fact that whatever bullshit your mother fed you got to your head"

"nandini"

"No, this is absurd manik. Get home and sobered up and only text me when you are ready to talk"

"No don't say that, Nandini all I have is you" he whispers

"Yeah well definitely didn't look like it yesterday, nor did it feel like it"

"I love you nandini and you know that"

"well you did an amazing job making me feel that manik" I taunt

"I was just not in the right headspace" he tells me

"I came to you and asked but you pushed me away"

"Yeah I know but can't you just forgive me?" He asks

"Will you?" He looks at me confused

"Will you be fine if I woke up hungover and walk out like last night sleeping in your arms was a mistake?" I ask

His face falls as his eyes lowered down.

"It's not like that" he whispers

i know his head already hurt but he needs to know he can't pull this crap with me

"Then what's it like" I ask

"Everything is falling apart and I am afraid I will lose you"

"And you will let me go?" I asked him

"No, no I won't"

"Right now it seems like everything is getting to your head, I understand how hard it is to be running a multibillion dollar company but you have to breath too" he nods

"Now go home and shower"

"Come with me please" he says

"Weren't you just leaving without even a good morning?" I ask

"Im sorry" he whispers

"Sit down" I tell him

He doens't ask any questions, just sits on the bed. I quickly took a shower, leaving my hair down because it was wet

"Lets go" I say

He got up and we both walked over to his house, he hopped in the shower while I made us some breakfast.

"Don't go scrambling in the drawers, pain meds are in the kitchen, come over here and I will get you some" I yell from the kitchen when I hear him opening and closing his drawers

"Can I have it now, it hurts" he says walking to me

His arms wrap around me as he nuzzles his nose in my neck

"If you think this would get me to forgive you, you are wrong"

"I just missed you" he whispers kissing my shoulder

"Yeah?"

"Mhm, work is so hectic and I barely get time with you"

"It's not that bad, you just stress yourself over things like an old man"

"Im not old"

"You are 26" I state

"Doesn't matter, I missed you and thats the thing" he whispers in my neck kissing on that spot

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