atsushi oneshots

my happiness isn't real//atsushi angst//

*request*

-angst and fluff

-au-good Headmaster and emotionless atsushi.

Warning: pill?

Not canon reaction
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Third person POV

Atsushi was born emotionless and his parents found it weird and after using there son for money, they decided to get rid of him, and that when he met the Headmaster of a orphanage.

The Headmaster immediately took him in and realized that little atsushi was emotionless but he didn't care about that, he still raised him but the other kid found it weird.

So one day the Headmaster gave him a happy pill and atsushi immediately fit in with the other kids so the Headmaster decided to give him happy pill each day so atsushi wouldn't be left out.

Even after leaving the orphanage to start a life, atsushi still took the pill to fit in around people.

He decided not to tell the agency about it but sometimes you always can't keep a secret from them at all.

Atsushi was in the agency doing his work, when he got a called from someone. "Hello?" Atsushi answer, everyone was obviously curious about it, even kunikida was curious about it.

"Mhm..alright..thanks for letting me know.." Atsushi said, as he ended the call. "I need to pick something up" atsushi said to kunikida, "okay" kunikida answer as atsushi leave and yosano got a idea and decide to follow him but maybe that was a mistake.

'a pharmacy..?' Yosano thought to herself as she watched atsushi get the happy pill and she immediately looked concerned and worried. 'Why would..atsushi need..happy pill..?' Yosano thought to herself, she didn't know that atsushi was emotionless.

'I have to tell the other..' Yosano thought to herself as she basically run back to the agency. '..she so noticeable, I basically sensed her..' Atsushi thought to himself, due to being half tiger his senses are a lot stronger than normal humans.

So he obviously knew yosnao was following him but obviously he didn't care, he didn't feel embarrassed at all so it didn't matter. 'Even though I take pill it isn't real feeling...I wonder if I will ever have real feelings..?' Atsushi thought to himself, as he walked by to the agency.

Yosano immediately told everyone and they were shocked, horrified and kyouka look worried for her brother. Even ranpo look surprised, suddenly atsushi walk into the office and everyone looked at him.

"She lying..right?" Kyouka asked, and atsushi nodded as a no, he wasn't showing any emotions. "Yosano isn't lying.." Atsushi said, as he sit down and start to do his work.

Everyone looked surprised and worried now, 'atsushi..' Dazai thought to himself, "why do you..take them?" Kenji asked, "because.. I was born emotionless and I wanted to fit in with people.." Atsushi explain, Kenji immediately hug atsushi.

"I make sure you feel real emotions one day!" Kenji said, '..you can certainly try..' Atsushi thought to himself, and from that day the agency try their best to make atsushi feel emotions again.

It was very obvious on what they're trying to do but the port mafia didn't understand why they were trying until they also found out.

"What!?" Chuuya said in shocked, the other were in shocked too. "He emotionless?" Akutagawa said, he couldn't believe it. "We been trying to make feel emotions..but nothing work" dazai explain, the port mafia member were surprised.

'I would have never guessed..' Akutagawa though to himself, "I mean we can try?" Higuchi said, the port mafia actually agreed to try a help atsushi feel anytime of emotions.

Fyodor found out somehow but he didn't believe it until he heard it from atsushi. "So..you can't feel emotions?" Fyodor asked, atsushi nodded and fyodor looked surprised at that.

Nikolai was definitely shocked and surprised, and sigma didn't say anything but he looked surprised.

Everyone tried their best to make him feel emotions but nothing worked at all but suddenly something did.

The hunting dogs were in Yokohama for some reason and watched a accident happened. "He got his by the truck.." Jōno explain, they were still trying to identify the person. "they identified him." tanizaki said, as atsushi look at the paper and immediately looked shocked.

'The Headmaster..?' Atsushi thought to himself, he started to cry. 'Am I sad..?' Atsushi thought to himself, as tanizaki noticed the crying. "Atsushi!?" Tanizaki said, dazai was there and he looked surprised.

"Holy shit.." Dazai said, atsushi was actually crying for once. "..is this what sadness feels like..?" Atsushi whisper, as tanizaki try to comfort him and jōno just look confused. "Atsushi is emotionless but not anymore" dazai said, it made sense now.

"Do you know the person?" Tanizaki asked and atsushi nodded. " he's the Headmaster of the orphanage I grew up in...he raised me even though I was emotionless..he didn't care about me being emotionless." atsushi said, he basically a sobbing mess.

"Let get you back to the agency.." Tanizaki said, "fine..I'll do the work" dazai said, he wasn't happy about doing the work but he was happy that atsushi was feeling some type of emotions.

Tanizaki could easily carry atsushi, which shocked him but tanizaki started to walk to the agency. The agency looked surprised to hear someone crying but then they saw who.

"Atsushi is crying?!" Kyouka said, as she basically run to hug her brother and the other looked shocked. "Apparently the Headmaster of the orphanage died and atsushi is sad.." Tanizaki explained, and atsushi was still crying.

"It okay.." Kyouka said, as she comforts her brother and Kenji immediately also hug atsushi. After a while atsushi has finally calmed down and was now embarrassed. Atsushi was really red and was on the ground not sure on what to do.

"I'm so happy! You feeling emotions!" Kenji said, atsushi turn more red. "I think atsushi is embarrassed" yosano said, as the president walked into the office. "we should celebrate this." fukuzawa said, atsushi look confused.

"Why?" Atsushi asked, "yes! We totally should celebrate this!" Yosano said, ranpo nodded in agreement. After a lot of convincing, atsushi finally decided to celebrate it.

"How does it feel?" Akutagawa asked, the port mafia was invited to celebrate as well. "..overwhelming" atsushi answer, akutagawa just chuckles at that and they enjoy the night celebrating.

Fyodor obviously found out and was actually happy for atsushi and nikolai and sigma looked at him like he crazy.

(🤷‍♀️ wasn't sure what ending should be so I pick this ending sorry if it the ending you didn't want)