atsushi oneshots

too much//atsushi angst//

-angst and fluff

Warning: suicide.

( this is somewhat inspired by labour by paris paloma.)

(Also shin soukoku! Around the end!)

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Third person POV

Atsushi struggle with so self-harm for a while, and being yelled at wasn't helping. Atsushi couldn't talk to anyone about it because he was scared and dazai slap him when he tried to say something.

And ranpo never noticed so atsushi didn't have to worry about people finding out but after a while it was just too much. Atsushi was doing so much, dazai was being lazy so he didn't do his work and atsushi has to do it. Sometimes ranpo wouldn't do his work and atsushi did it.

Atsushi also got solo missions and atsushi hated solo missions and atsushi wasn't good at fighting so he always fail and would get yelled at. Atsushi couldn't take it anymore and decided to end it all. Atsushi went to a building and jumped off and was found by akutagawa.

akutagawa brung him to the port mafia and was being healed by mori. "Where am I..?" Atsushi said as he looked around, and mori just smiled. "you're at the Port Mafia base.." Mori said and atsushi was confused. "Akutagawa found you..you tried to commit suicide..why?" Mori ask and atsushi was thinking and decided to answer.

"Too much work..I suppose..it just was too much.." Atsushi said as he starts to cry and mori look surprised at that. 'Huh? How much work does this kid actually do?' Mori thought to himself, as he checked the injuries again.

"I see..well..you can stay here for the time being..I'm sure the other wouldn't mind.." Mori said and atsushi didn't know what to say. "your injuries are pretty severe..it takes time to heal.." Mori explain and atsushi just nod, atsushi was still in shock.

"You can rest now.." Mori said and atsushi soon fell asleep and mori contact everyone for emergency meeting. "What the meeting about?" Chuuya asked, and akutagawa has some idea what it was about. "The were-tiger is here right now..and will be staying." Mori said and the port mafia look confused.

"may I ask why?" Higuchi ask and mori went to explain why and they were shocked and surprised. "Oh..god.." Kouyou said, she looked upset. "Wow..I'm surprised.." Tachihara said and mostly everyone agreed with him.

The agency didn't seem to care that atsushi didn't come into work but kunikida was mad but didn't say anything. When atsushi didn't come in the next day, everyone started to wonder and finally realize atsushi was gone.

And ranpo didn't do anything to help because he was being lazy again so the other agency member try to find him but didn't work. Atsushi didn't do anything at the port mafia, but the port mafia actually paid atsushi a visit.

"How are you feeling?" Chuuya ask and atsushi look surprised to see him. "Better I suppose.." Atsushi answer and chuuya was happy to hear that. Atsushi was actually happy in the port mafia for some reason and they show him lot of love for some reason.

"Come on ranpo! Where atsushi!?" Kyouka asked, she was scared, and worried for atsushi and ranpo finally used his ability. "Atsushi is in the port mafia base..?" Ranpo said, he looked shocked and the other immediately went there.

"Where atsushi!?" Dazai ask mori and mori just smiled. Yosano didn't look happy at all, "took you a few weeks to realize that he was here..are you guys really detectives?" Mori asked and ranpo looked guilty now. "Ah..just the person I wanted to see." Mori said as atsushi walked in and the agency member looked shocked.

Atsushi was still covered in bandages, elise immediately ran to atsushi and show him a picture. "Is that me?" Atsushi asked and elise nodded, atsushi just smiled and patted elise head. "Are you in any pain?" Mori ask and atsushi nodded as a no. "That good." Mori said, "why is atsushi covering in bandages?!" Yosano asked, and atsushi didn't say anything and ranpo just looked horrified.

"I'm so sorry..atsushi.." Ranpo said as he starts to tear up, and atsushi look panic now. "It okay r-ranpo.." Atsushi said to ranpo and now everyone look confused. "I don't think it okay atsushi, you tried to kill yourself." Mori said and mori look serious now. "What?" Tanizaki said and atsushi didn't say anything.

"Akutagawa found him and atsushi is lucky to survive..he's been staying at the port mafia ever since that day." Mori explain and the agency member looked horrified and kyouka started to cry and went to hug atsushi. "You did nothing kyouka..this wasn't your fault I promise.." Atsushi said with a small smile and kyouka just keep crying.

"You see..you've been basically overworking poor atsushi and he just couldn't take it anymore." Mori said and the agency member looked guilty now. "And being yelled at each day doesn't help..also making him afraid to say anything as well.." Mori said as he looked at dazai and dazai looked scared now.

"am I interrupting something?" Akutagawa ask and mori nod as a no. "Tonight is game night and the others were wondering if you be joining us atsushi.." Akutagawa said and atsushi immediately smiled. "Of course I'll be joining!" Atsushi said and akutagawa smiled and walked away. "The other seem to be getting closer to atsushi." Mori said and the agency didn't know what to say. "Have they hurt you?" Kyouka ask and atsushi nodded as a no and kyouka was happy to hear that.

"Atsushi you should get going.." Mori says, "do you want to come with me kyouka?" Atsushi ask and kyouka nodded and atsushi waved goodbye amf walked away with kyouka. Kenji wasn't there, which was probably a good thing. "Don't worry..atsushi wasn't been doing any work..he mostly been resting.." Mori said and that was a good things. "Atsushi injuries have been healing quite well." Mori explain and they were happy to hear that.

"I think you guys should go through.." Mori says and the agency member soon left and mori went back to work. Atsushi had a lot of fun with the port mafia, and kyouka was happy about that. "How are you feeling?" Akutagawa ask atsushi, and atsushi just smiled. "I'm feeling better.." Atsushi answer and akutagawa smiled as well.

"You know..I like you a lot.." Atsushi said, and akutagawa look shocked. "I like you too.." Akutagawa said and atsushi looked happy to hear that. "Can I kiss you..?" Akutagawa ask and atsushi nodded and they share a kiss together, and luckily enough they were outside so no one saw them.

"Does this mean we're together now?" Atsushi ask and akutagawa nodded and kiss atsushi again. Atsushi melted into the kisses, "we should join the others before they get suspicious." Atsushi said and akutagawa nodded in agreement.

"Atsushi..are you going to join the port mafia?" Kyouka ask and atsushi didn't have answers because he didn't know. "I'm not sure to be honest.." Atsushi said, atsushi wasn't sure on what to do. "I'll be with you the whole time..I don't care..if you join the port mafia..I be with you." Kyouka said, atsushi was the light and kyouka will always follow the light.

After a while, everyone went home and atsushi went to stay with his new boyfriend. "So tired.." Atsushi said as he yawn and akutagawa found it adorable. "we can change your bandages tomorrow." Akutagawa said and atsushi was happy about that because he did not want to get out of the comfy bed.

"Good night.." Atsushi said as he snuggles up into akutagawa arm and akutagawa kisses atsushi forehead. "Good night.." Akutagawa said as he started to fall asleep and atsushi was already sleeping.

And atsushi soon got better and decide to stay in the agency.

(🤷‍♀️i always get the idea when I'm half sleep.)