atsushi oneshots

life//atsushi angst//

-angst to fluff

Warning: suicide.

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Third person pov

Today was a normal day for the agency but something was off about atsushi. Atsushi was quiet the whole time, he didn't say anything at all and mostly just sat there and did his own work.

Everyone was wondering what was wrong but no one knew until the end of the day. Atsushi slowly walked out of the agency but this time he didn't go home and went somewhere else.

Ranpo use his ability and immediately he looked horrified and scared. "he's going to kill himself" ranpo said, and everyone looks shocked but they immediately went to find atsushi.

Atsushi was on a rooftop of a building, he slowly looked at the ground and was waiting for someone. Dazai ran up the building and was on the rooftop and he looked scared.

"Atsushi.." Dazai said, atsushi slowly turn to look at dazai. "..I'm sorry" atsushi said with a smile as he jump off and dazai look horrified.

Atsushi didn't expect to be caught by someone and it was chuuya. 'The port mafia executive?' Atsushi though to himself, as chuuya slowly let go of him and immediately atsushi was hug by Kenji and kyouka.

'Everyone know now..' Atsushi thought to himself, atsushi started to cry, he couldn't help it. Everyone was worried and wondering, "atsushi.." Yosano said, "I'm sorry.." Atsushi said, as he tries to wipe his tears away but fails and starts to cry more.

After a while atsushi has stop crying but was still being hugged by keji and kyouka, and it was closed to night time so no one actually saw what just happened.

"Let..go back to the agency?" Tanizaki said, everyone nodded and suddenly chuuya pick up atsushi and everyone started to walk by to the agency. Atsushi didn't really try to fight off chuuya, he found it odd in a way but there must be a reason why.

'Why would chuuya care about me?' Atsushi thought to himself, he didn't really understand why would chuuya save him. 'Didn't the port mafia want me dead or something?' Atsushi thought to himself, he was obviously on edge but atsushi soon just basically cuddled into chuuya.

Chuuya sat down, and still was holding on to atsushi. Everyone was just waiting for someone to talk, "why did you..?" Kunikida suddenly ask, atsushi didn't answer at first.

"It just...it was too much.." Atsushi said, everyone looked confused at first. "Each day...I would see him and it was too much.." Atsushi said, "hallucinations?" Yosano asked and atsushi nodded.

"This isn't my first time...I tried many times.." Atsushi said, everyone looked upset to hear that, even chuuya was sad about it. 'Poor kid..' Chuuya thought to himself, everyone was devastated to hear it.

"Atsushi...why didn't you tell us?" Kunikida asked, atsushi look at the ground. "Because..I shouldn't be showing emotions..I am a adult..and I was scared" atsushi said, 'is this dazai doing?' Chuuya thought to himself, chuuya slowly play with atsushi hair, which calm atsushi down.

Everyone now understood what happened and it was silent, no one knew what to say so they didn't say anything. "Atsushi...we can talk more about it tomorrow..but for now you should get some rest.." Yosano said, everyone agreed on that.

"I'll take him home" chuuya said, that surprise everyone but they just let him. Atsushi didn't say anything on the walk to his house and he didn't even know what to say.

"Why did you save me?" Atsushi asked chuuya, "...you're just a kid..you shouldn't end your life so soon" chuuya said, atsushi house was already unlocked so chuuya walk in and sat atsushi on the couch.

"I'm going to stay with you.." Chuuya said, and atsushi just nodded. Atsushi suddenly yawn, he was quite tired so atsushi slowly curl up into a ball on the couch and fell asleep. 'He does look like a cat..' Chuuya thought to himself, as he put a blanket over atsushi and soon chuuya fell asleep as well.

In the morning, chuuya made atsushi breakfast and soon atsushi had a long talk with yosano.

And soon atsushi got the help he actually needed.

(😍🙌i love atsushi angst)