Kingdom Of Cards chpt 4 N.S. story Bad Omens

You'll always be loved

Eleanor's POV
I walked out of Noah's room crying so hard that I had to sit against the wall.
I pull my knees up to my chest and let my mascara run down my face. My heart is completely broken and Noah is gone. My one love, the person I longed for, my hero, my lover, and my other half. I don't know how I'm gonna live without him.

How will I live without him in my life? I honestly don't care if I die right now. God I miss him so much already.

I cry my heart out as I feel two muscular arms wrap around me tightly. I already know it's Folio, his Jesus tattoo on his neck proved it.
I pull him closer and squeeze him so tightly. He was crying too, I could hear him. We both hold each other while sitting right outside Noah's room. This day is my worst, over my father, over Selina, over the other miscarriages, and even over my mother. Noah was everything to me.

"God, I'm so sorry Eleanor " Folio whispered in a shaky voice from crying so hard. "Folio I can't " I cried as he cups my face. "I'm so sorry "
He says again before hugging me.
I bury my face into his neck as he gently rubs my back. "I wanna die "
"Ellie " he once again whispers before helping me stand up. "I don't want to go. I don't wanna go, no" I cried not wanting to leave Noah. "Ellie, I know.
He's gone and we can't do anything." He was right, but I wanted to believe we could. "I can't let him go!" He kisses my head sweetly and gently sways us back and forth slowly.
"He's home Ellie... He's gonna be so happy- to see his Nana, Paddy, and...
His puppy" I smile but it only made me cry harder. "Folio, I don't think I can move on." He shakes his head with heartbroken eyes. "No don't say that, Ellie... You have two amazing kids to raise... I'm not gonna leave you guys, I promised Noah. He'd never forgive me if I left and as a friend, I could never betray him. This is your time to show him too. He'll be watching over you Ellie, every day and night." I don't say anything, I just hold Folio against me as we mourned together in the hospital.....

ARRING HOME
I opened the door to be greeted by a crying Sebastian and Jolly holding Caleb in his arms. I'm blessed to have these men in my life. "Mom, I'm so sorry " Sebastian whispered as I get on my knees and hig him tightly.
"Sweetheart, I'm so sorry " I whispered in his ear as he holds me crying. "He's in a better place" he nods but doesn't say anything. "I couldn't even say goodbye." That crushed me.
"Honey, I'm so sorry " Folio gently rubs my back before I stand back up and see Nick standing there looking so heartbroken. Noah was his best friend. "Nick" I cried as he pulls me into a tight hug. "You were the best part of his life. He wanted me to give you this." We pull away and I see an envelope along with a small box.
Clearly a ring of some kind, but I don't know what's in the envelope.
"Thank you, Nick" I cry as he was too and nods. "I'd go somewhere private, it's special." He barely said while wiping his eyes. "Ok" I nod sadly before looking at Jolly. His dark hair in a bun as he held my baby boy in his arms crying too.

I slowly approach Jolly, giving him a sad smile and a hug. "Thank you, Jolly" he nods and kisses my cheek sweetly. "I'm so sorry, dear" he says with his Swedish accent showing.
"I'm so sorry, too." I nodded as he gently touches my shoulder comfortingly. I then look at Folio who was silently crying as we all stood in the living room together. I go and hug him so tightly again. He's always been the shoulder to cry on and I'll never forget that. He cries into my shoulder as I cry into his chest. "Thank you for everything" I whispered as he gently pushes my golden locks back. "I'm so sorry " he nods before we pull away.
"I just need a minute guys" I said as they all nodded.

I go towards the stairs then stopped walking. Noah told me to tell the guys he loved them. I need to share that with his friends, more like brothers.
"Noah wanted me to tell you guys how much he loved all of you. You guys have been brothers to him and he'll never forget that." They all give a sad smile except Nick, he was crying silently but so hard. "We love him so much too" Jolly says as I nod and head back upstairs.

I wonder what's in this envelope....

SORRY FOR TYPOS 😭😭😭