Kingdom Of Cards chpt 4 N.S. story Bad Omens

EVEN

EVEN IS SO GOOD! GONNA USE THE OTHER SONGS IN FURTHER CHAPTERS!

*SUICIDE ATTEMPT*

Noah's POV
I yank the bus door open and go into my suitcase. That's when Will quickly walks onto the bus. "Noah, I'm so sorry man" he says as I angrily dig for my relief. "It's her" I almost yell back as I find my small tool... My razor.
"I know, but still. That was just supposed to be between us and she ruined that" I stand up quickly and roll up my sleeves. Will looks at me with compassion as I pull put my razor and instantly start cutting myself at different angles of my wrist.
"Jesus! Noah stop stop!" Will runs to me and tries to grab my razor. I turn my back and slice the center of my wrist much harder than I intended to, making me drop the razor and watch as my blood rushes out of my body and down my arm at a dangerously fast rate. "Holy f*ck, Noah!" Will says in fear before grabbing my arm to see how much damage I just caused to myself. "I didn't mean to go that deep" I said also scared, the sight was bad and I was getting dizzy quickly.
"Bathroom. Bathroom now" he orders as I wrap my free arm around him and he quickly guides me to the bathroom.

"Just sit in here!" Will helps guide me into the bathtub so my blood is contained in one space as he runs to get the bandages. "Will?" I call but he's already out of the bathroom. "Will?" My chest starts to hurt and my heart starts beating at an intensely high rate. "UGH, WILL?" I was terrified at that point. I think I'm going into cardiac arrest. "NOAH?" I hear him yell back as he's back in the bathroom with an emergency kit. "I can't breathe! Will, I can't- I barely manage to say as my lungs felt like they exploded. I couldn't breathe at that point. My body is shutting down and I'm losing so much blood. I want to keep fighting, my family needs me, but my body is like a chain and it's holding me down and killing me at the same time. I'm dying....

Darkness

Blood

Drugs

Fatality

"HE'S NOT GONNA MAKE IT"
"YES HE WILL, KEEP TRYING! HE'S BEEN THROUGH WORSE." I hear Will and another unknown voice say as I'm lying flat on the floor. My eyes remain shut but my ears and mind can hear everything. "His heart rate is going up quickly!" The other voice says as I feel coldness over my chest suddenly. "THREE, TWO, ONE, GO!" Will yells and that's when it all went black....

Eleanor's POV
It's been a day since Amanda and I discovered that Noah had forgotten his pills, which is so stressful. I even tried calling and texting him but he hasn't responded, but he did warn me about that ahead of time. If something had happened, Jolly or Nick would've told me.

Now I'm visiting Folio, the poor guy is still doped up from the pills. I'm just happy he's alright. Amanda is gonna bring in Sebastian so he can come visit with Folio too. I had Caleb with me cause he can sleep while I'm driving, on the other, Sebastian is too old for most of that now.

I'll give Noah a call in a few hours, just to see how he and touring is going....

Noah's POV
I wake up with an oxygen mask over my face and a bright light shining directly into my eye. I blink a couple times before realizing what had happened. I see Will above me with the light and the unknown voice belongs to a male nurse. He stares at will's actions intensely as I feel some pressure around my waist. "Hey pal!
Just relax ok? We're just stitching you back up." I kinda hear Will say as I see him look at me then at screen above me. The screen's light flashes on his face as he continues to work on me.

"Scissors? " the nurse asks as Will nods. "Yeah, he's all good now" he responses as I hear a small snap.
"Done! Thanks for your help Danny " William says as they stand up and walk out of my sight.

While they're gone, I decided to look and see what has happened to me. As I look around my body, I see I'm shirtless and there's at least twenty stitches running up my chest. Why the hell did they have to cut me open? 
I look at my wrist, it's cover in bandages and special creams around it. They really took care of me.

Once I'm more alert, I open my eyes wide. I wanna try and get up on my own. So I slowly sit upward and feel an intense amount of pain run up my chest. "Oh God!" I whispered as Will comes into sight. He's wearing scrubs and just removed his rubber gloves.
"Buddy, lie down. " he warns and comes to help guide me back down onto the bed I was on. "What happened?" I whispered while cringing from the pain. "You went into cardiac arrest so I needed to get Danny down here to help me. Well when he got here you went into shock and eventually flatlined. Thank God Danny had brought everything we needed cause you flatlined. We had to get cut you open to pump your heart three different times before we had to  sow you up. The reason we're here and not the hospital is because you would've died before we got you there." My mouth fell to floor as more pain runs up my torso. "I didn't mean to " I whispered as Will gives me a small smile. "I know, you were hurting so badly and wanted a distraction. " I nodded before looking down at my chest. "You did all this?" I questioned as he chuckles. "Well Dan, helped but I got to see your heart for the first time... As a fan I feel disturbed saying that." He laughs making me chuckle, but the vibrations make my chest burn up.
"Oh f*ck" I said as I sit on my elbows.
"I hate to say this and even do this for you... We have no medicine for the pain and if we take you to the hospital, they'll know you're on drugs, so take this." I look down at his hand and see my small bag of cocaine. "It'll help numb the pain for a few hours ok?" I nodded and reach my shaky hand up to grab it. "Noah, this is only because we can't get you anything else . Don't overdose but finish it today so we can get you sober again. " I nodded as William gives me the bag then leaves. Now I gotta think of what to do to fix the bigger mess I'm in.....